Long she lay there and we grew accustomed
to the crystal concentrate of beauty
as the eye to any artefact, placed, marvelled at, forgotten;
.................some stopped to amaze,
grateful that grace be so contained
as to pose no threat.
".....................................did not see
beneath the glacial shield the girl's mild bosom
swell with breath, or tears well in her eyes.
None asked what exquisite power she might wield
Let us not stroke too swiftly toward
the green opposite shore
where death rehearses. We have tried
these pearl-promising waves
before and might guess the danger.[64]
Recall how always we turn back spent
to the sun-warmed sand
and stand anguished in separate solitudes,
though hand in hand,
each to each grown stranger.
we, young, too soon said
Land! Land! and, plunging, did not see
his torn pinion, his bloodied head.
Ease us, wise love, toward this wet danger.[68]
It is not enough to marvel: the sea asks more.
It does not casually strew enticing shells
.....................
There is calculation in its murmur,
frothed treachery laps its shore.
Let the dreaming, lovely drowned
who loll and bob in bubbled wonder
tell us why, returning,
weeping without sound,
we stand, wistful and incredulous,
along the shore.[69]
It were wiser to stand in Magian silence,
reverent before the admonishing blackness,
and read in its long black reign
the gathering of an astounding dawn.
Let us watch the sky, children,
incautious with hope,
jubilant with wisdom.[70]
And they will warn you, children, as they stand
In wan ardour at the dense thicket's rim
That your pitch venture is folly,
Dangerous progress over untracked land
Ambushed with bogs in which illusions mire,
Keen fang and talon glint from every tree
And murky bats career and lean wolves prey.[74]
Who counsel flight from Love's far lair are wise
But O! not they shall see the Lover's eyes.
Sparse nourishment the slow years give.[75]
glad of the predictable wonder
of our ordinary lives
unscripted, flawed and plausible.[77]
the incalculably priceless booty of our human joy?
A taint of preening calculation
(which) makes of our knowledge knowingness,
(and) carries us too soon from innocence
and exaltation.[78]
......................give offence
with our borrowed and embellished
choreography of reverence....
...............
We, deft practitioners
of protocols of piety
are stranded on uncertainty
........
joylessly
and empty-handed.
Neglect will foster, and dismay
but fertilize its thrusting growth.
thrives in the desert
where the resolute verbena
unarrestably insinuates itself
through the socket of despair's bleached skull
astonish Death
with (its) fierce festoons,
with (its) green and wily succulence.[82]
the lean provision of devotion, of nefarious mutiny
the wild and mounting waters, the weeks and
months of never-ending dark. A deluge, folks,
is not a lark.[83]
Noah will say this journey is definitely not
for the timid and the overwrought;
not for the vainly pious,
the pusillanimous of spirit,
the bloodless prig.
.................This much is plain:
not for those weary and in despair of love,
this ardent voyage on the unvariable storm-lashed brig,
the unreasonable rain,
the long wait for the salient dove
to bring the living twig.
....that which moves with light and life informed,
Actual, divine, true.
.........
In presence of subline and lovely forms.
With the adverse principles of pain and joy....
By love,...
.............all grandeur comes,
All truth and beauty, from pervading love;[91]
That gone, we are as dust.
Had heaven held sure solace
To hasten there were wise
But I, grown timid, cautious,
Search for ambush, man's and sky's.
One day I'll meet fate's boldest stare
And ask its harsh command
My apron full of gentian and
Lone daisy in my hand.[94]
The sour brew, the perishable flower
From which the mind weaves garlands, the vain meat
Of will that does not nourish.....
Love offers first the suppliant at its gate
faith's bricks and planks and rusted nails that wound.
To fragile shelter built of love's spare plan,
gold-laden, comes royal lover's caravan.[96]
........................ride the journey out
And count truth's ribs, bemused that faith
So multiplies (our) doubt.[97]
.............preening calculation
makes of our knowledge knowingness,
carries us too soon from innocence
with our borrowed and embellished
choreography of reverence.[98]
...............................a thousand ways
to fit distraction to our fleeting days,[99]
I struggled with temptation,
Across his soul's scarred battlefield
Denial was the cost.
Where all his pride was slain
Finally I conquered
The legions of his enemy
Though heavy was the loss.
Prepare to strike again.[102]
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