Chapter 3 Notes
'Abdu'l-Bahá in America
25 March to 7 December 1912
To the attracted maid-servant of God, Juliet Thompson.
HE IS GOD!
O thou candle of the Love of God!
Thy numerous letters were received. According to the promise, by the Will of
God, I shall embark on the boat 25 March and in the latter part reach Naples,
where I shall stay a few days and from thence start for New York.
Verily, this is great glad tidings.
Upon thee by Bahá'u'l-Abhá.
(signed) Abdul Baha Abba.
Translated in the Orient.
Twelve o'clock, 25 March 1912
It is just midnight. TODAY the Master sails for America. I feel His
Presence strongly.
__________
Received March 25:
The Church of the Ascension.
5 Avenue and 10th Street.
23 March
My dear Juliet:
I understand that Abdul Baha is to arrive in New York 10 April--that is, in
Easter week,--so that the 14 April would be his first Sunday in New York.
If his friends in this city would feel any value or assistance in having him
speak at the eleven o'clock service in the Church of the Ascension, in place of
my sermon, I shall be more than happy to invite him to the Ascension pulpit in
my place. I should like to show so important and splendid a person, and those
who love him, whatever hospitality and goodwill can be expressed in this town,
by such a plan.
If, however, his coming in the middle of the week means that he ought to get
more quickly into public contact with the city, which may well be the case if
his stay is brief, then I would offer the Church of the Ascension to the
committee in charge of his affairs to
have any kind of service they please, in the daytime or evening,
between his arrival, let us say 10 April--and the following Sunday.
That is to say I make one of two propositions: to offer him my pulpit Sunday,
14 April, at eleven a.m., or to offer the Church, unhampered by any form of
service, between the tenth and the fourteenth.
Faithfully,
(signed) Percy S. Grant
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What will obedience bring forth, if half-obedience brings forth this?
I have refused all winter to see Percy Grant.
I wrote thanking him and asking him to get in touch with the committee of
arrangements, Mr Mills and Mr MacNutt.
__________
The Church of the Ascension.
5 Avenue and 10th Street.
28 March 1912
My dear Juliet:
I thank you for your nice letter about Abdul Baha. Whatever may seem most
agreeable to those having the matter in charge will be altogether satisfactory
to me.
Whatever I can do I hope you will allow me to do, to honour such a
distinguished visitor from the East--one so loved by my friends.
Believe me to be faithfully yours,
(signed) Percy S. Grant
8 April 1912
Little did I dream when I began this diary what I would write in its
closing pages! This morning I telephoned Percy.
"This is Juliet."
"Ah, Juliet."
"I want to tell you two things. First, 'Abdu'l-Bahá is on the
Cedric and will arrive Wednesday morning. And--is your time very full
Thursday? For I think He will send for you almost at once."
"Wait. Let me get my card, Juliet. No, I have no engagements for Thursday,
except in the evening, and could come any time during the day to see Him. I am
very happy. I shall be very glad to see the Master, Juliet."
"As soon as He arrives, someone will let you know."
I then brought up the second thing.
"I'd like to explain something," I said. "Has Dr Guthrie got into touch with
you?"
"No."
"Then I hardly need to explain. But it was this: Charles James had heard some
rumour that the Master was to speak in your church. He mentioned this to Dr
Guthrie, who immediately wanted to offer his church, too. This morning a
letter came from Dr Guthrie inviting the Master to speak on the night of the
fourteenth. I tell you all this really to say that it was not through me Dr
Guthrie heard of your plans."
"I am a very easy person, Juliet, in misunderstandings."
"I know that."
"And I am glad Dr Guthrie has made the same offer that I have."
"No one has made the same offer you have."
It was then he repeated something he had said to Mr MacNutt; I can't remember
just what.
"That was beautiful of you," I answered.
"No, it was not. And Juliet: I don't want you to feel that this is a favour.
I want you to feel--to understand--that you have a proprietary interest in the
church: a proprietary interest; that it is yours to give. The church
is yours. The Parish House is yours. The Rectory is yours.[88] We will ask the Master to the Rectory and form little
groups to meet Him. I don't want to bore you, Juliet," (oh imagine him boring
me!) "but I want you to feel that it is yours, this house. Here it is, just at
the end of the street. Ask anyone to the Rectory, anyone you wish. You may
eliminate the Rector, if you would rather not have me here ..." This and much
more. He contradicted that last statement once. "I want you," he said, with
his appealing boyishness, "to come around me again, Juliet." His voice broke.
He stammered a little and ended. "I am a tongue-tied person when it comes to
strong feeling."
"I should like," I said, "to take you by the hand and lead you to the Master
myself."
"I want you to, Juliet. I don't want to do it any other way. I want you to be
there. I don't want to do it without you."
"Then we will meet on Thursday. We will see each other on Thursday
in His Presence. I think it will be beautiful to meet there."
"It will be the north and the south in His Presence, Juliet."
"The Master has loved you a long time, Percy, for your work."
"Some people say they are loved for their enemies, Juliet. If I am loved, it
is for my friends."
10 April 1912. 11:15 p.m.
Tomorrow He comes! Who comes? "Who is this that cometh from
Bozrah?"
This is a night of holy expectation. The air is charged with sanctity. I can
almost hear the Gloria in Excelsis.
How close He is tonight! Is it His prayers I feel? Why has earth
become suddenly divine?
Midnight
The Master comes TODAY!
11 April 1912
Oh day of days!
I was wakened this morning while it was yet dark by something shining into my
eyes. It was a ray from the moon, its waning crescent framed low in my
windowpane.
Symbol of the Covenant, was my first thought. How perfectly beautiful to be
wakened today by it! But at once I remembered another time when I had seen
the
waning moon hanging, then, above palm trees. I was on the roof of
the House in 'Akká with the Master and Munavvar
Khánum. The Master was pointing to the moon. "The East. The
moon. No!" He said. "I am the Sun of the West."
At dawn, kneeling at my window, I prayed in the swelling light for all this
land, now sleeping, that it would wake to received its Lord; conscious, as I
prayed, of an overshadowing Sacred Presence: a great, glorious, burning
Presence--the Sun of Love rising. This fiery dawn was but a pale symbol of
such a rising.
Between seven and eight I went to the pier with Marjorie Morten and Rhoda
Nichols. The morning was crystal clear, sparkling. I had a sense of its being
Easter: of lilies, almost seen, blooming at my feet.
All the believers of New York had gathered at the pier to meet the Master's
ship. Marjorie and I had suggested to them that the Master might not want this
public demonstration, but their eagerness was too great to be influenced by
just two, and so we had gone along with them--only too glad to do so, to tell
the truth.
During the morning the harbour misted over. At last, in the mist we saw: a
phantom ship! And at that very moment some newsboys ran through the crowd,
waving Extras. "The Pope is dead! The Pope is dead!" they shouted. The Pope
was not dead. The Extras had been printed only on a rumour; but what a
symbol, and how exactly timed!
Closer and closer, ever more substantial, came that historic ship, that
epoch-making ship, till at last it swam out solid into the light, one of the
Persians sitting in the bow in his long robes, 'abá, and turban. This
was Siyyid
Asadu'lláh, a marvellous, witty old man, who had come with the
Master to prepare His meals.
He told us later that when the ship was approaching the harbour and the Master
saw, as His first view of America, the Wall Street skyscrapers, He had laughed
and said: "Those are the minarets of the West."[89] What divine irony!
The ship docked, but the Master did not appear. Suddenly I had a great
glimpse. In the dim hall beyond the deck, striding to and fro near the door,
was One with a step that shook you! Just that one stride, charged with power,
the sweep of a robe, a majestic head, turban crowned--that was all I saw, but
my heart stopped.
Marjorie's instinct and mine had been true. Mr Kinney was called for to come
on board the ship. He returned with a disappointing message. The Master sent
us His love but wanted us to disperse now. He would meet us all at the
Kinneys' house at four.
Everyone obeyed at once except Marjorie, Rhoda, and myself! Marjorie, who
loves the Teachings but has never wholly accepted them, said: "I can't leave
till I've seen Him. I can't. I WON'T!" So, though we followed the
crowd to the street, we slipped away there and looked around for some place to
hide. Quite a distance below the big entrance to the pier we saw a fairly deep
embrasure into which a window was set, with the stone wall jutting out from it.
Here we flattened ourselves against the window, Rhoda (who is conspicuously
tall) clasping a long white box of lilies which she had brought for the Master.
Just in front of the entrance stood Mr.
Mills' car, his chauffeur in it. Suddenly it rolled forward and, to
our utter dismay, parked directly in front of us. Now we were caught: certain
to be discovered. But there was no help for it, for Marjorie still refused to
budge till she had seen the Master.
Then, He came--through the entrance with Mr MacNutt and Mr Mills, and
turned and walked swiftly toward the car. In a panic we waited.
A few nights ago Marjorie and I had a double dream. In her dream, I was out in
space with her. In mine, we were in a room together and the Master had just
entered it. He walked straight up to Marjorie, put His two hands on her
shoulders and pressed and pressed till she sank to her knees. And while she
was sinking, she lifted her face to His and everything in her seemed to be
dying except her soul, which looked out through her raised eyes in a sort of
agony of recognition.
Today, after one glance at the Master, this was just the way she looked.
"Now," she said, "I know."
As the Master was stepping into the car, He turned and--smiled at us.
__________
We met Him in the afternoon at the Kinneys'. When I arrived with
Marjorie, He was sitting in the centre of the dining room near a table strewn
with flowers. He wore a light pongee 'abá. At His knees stood the
Kinney children, Sanford and Howard, and His arms were around them. He was
very white and shining. No words could describe His ineffable peace. The
people stood about in rows and circles: several hundred in the big rooms,
which all open into each other. In the dining room many sat on the floor,
Marjorie and I included. We
[Photograph: 'Abdu'l-Bahá holding a child.]
made a dark background for His Glory. Only our tears
reflected Him, and almost everyone there was weeping just at the sight of Him.
For at last we saw divinity incarnate. Divinely He turned His head from one
child to the other, one group to another. I wish I could picture that turn of
the head--an oh, so tender turn, with that indescribable heavenly grace caught
by Leonardo da Vinci in his Christ of the Last Supper (in the study for the
head)--but in 'Abdu'l-Bahá irradiated by smiles and a lifting of those
eyes filled with glory, which even Leonardo, for all his mystery, could not
have painted. The very essence of compassion, the most poignant tenderness is
in that turn of the head.
The next morning early the Master telephoned me (that is, Ahmad[90] telephoned for Him) and nearly every morning after. Can
you imagine the sweetness of that--to be wakened every morning by a word
from Him? Sometimes He just inquired how I was, but often He called me
to Him.
When I first went to see Him He asked me only one question. "How is your
mother?"
"Not very well, my Lord."
"What is the matter?"
"She is grieving." And I told Him why. My brother is soon to be married to a
quite beautiful, brilliant girl who, however, doesn't want to make friends with
his family!
"Bring your mother to Me," He said. "I will comfort her."
He sent for her that very night. I was terribly afraid she wouldn't go--she
has been so opposed to my work in the
Cause--and Ahmad called up in the midst of a thunderstorm! But when
I took the message to her--that the Master wished her to come to Him
now--she jumped up from her chair and began to scurry around.
"Just wait till I get my rubbers," she said.
We found Him exhausted, lying on His bed. He had seen hundreds of people that
day, literally, at a big reception and in His own rooms. Mamma, who is very
shy and undemonstrative, rushed to the bedside and fell on her knees.
"Welcome, welcome!" said the Master. "You are very welcome, Mrs Thompson.
"You must be very thankful for your daughter. Praise be to God, she is a
daughter of the Kingdom. If she were an earthly daughter, of what use would
she be to you? At best she could do you a little material good. But she is a
heavenly daughter, a daughter of the Kingdom. Therefore she is the means of
drawing your soul nearer to God. Her value to you is not apparent now. When
one possesses a thing its value is not realized. But you will realize later.
Mary Magdalene was but a villager; she was even scorned by the people, but now
her name moves the whole earth, and in the Kingdom of God she is very near.
Your daughter is kind to you. If your son is faithless, she is faithful. She
will become dearer and dearer to you. She will take the place of your son.
But in the end your son will be very good. This is only temporary.
"I became very grieved today when, upon inquiring for you, I heard of your
sorrow. And now I want to comfort you. Trust in God. God is kind. God is
faithful. God never forgets you. If others are unkind what difference does it
make when God is kind? When God is on your
side it does not matter what men do to you. But your son will be
good in the end.
"God is kind to you. And I am going to be kind to you. And I am
faithful!"
Mamma, still on her knees, bent and kissed His hand. "Tell the Master," she
said to Ahmad, "I have always loved Him. Lua knows that." (If Lua knew,
I certainly didn't.)
"I have no need of a witness," the Master answered, so tenderly. "My
heart knows."
The next day Mamma said to me: "All my bitterness has gone. The Master must
be helping me."[91]
It was on Saturday, 13 April, that Mamma and I visited the Master. On Friday
He had called me early, asking me to meet Him at the MacNutts'.
I shall never cease to see Him as He looked speaking from their stairway,
standing below a stained glass window in a ray of sunlight, the powerful head,
the figure in its flowing robes, outlined in light.
The Master has a strange quality of beautifying His environment, of throwing a
glamour over it and blotting out the ugly. The MacNutts' house is ugly;
the one redeem-
ing feature of that stairway, its window. All I saw as the Master
stood there was Himself, the window, the ray of light. His words lifted
my soul on wings!
In the evening Friday He spoke in Miss Phillips' studio. The enormous room was
packed. At his dear invitation I sat [on] His right (I suppose because I had
given Miss Phillips the Message); Marjorie at His left near Him. In the simple
setting of that studio, its overhead light filling the deep forms of His face
with shadow, He looked ruggedly, powerfully beautiful. His words I will not
give. They have been kept.[92]
The very day He arrived, Thursday, the Master sent for Percy Grant, but He
appointed Friday to see him, in the afternoon. I was not invited to the
interview, so in spite of the happy arrangement Percy and I had made, I knew I
should have to stay away. Nor was I told very much about it, only that the
Master had planned with Dr Grant to accept his church for Sunday (the
fourteenth) for His first address in New York, choosing the Church of the
Ascension out of thirteen other--and some of the clergy had even wired to
Gibraltar offering their pulpits for that date! And one other very little
thing (Mr MacNutt himself gave me this scrap of news): as he was standing with
Dr Grant at the elevator after leaving the Master's suite, Dr Grant said to
him: "You can't help but love the old gentleman."
To me Percy put it more elegantly: "The Master compels one's love and esteem.
What He radiates is peace and love."
[Photograph: 'Abdu'l-Bahá in New York in the garden
of Howard MacNutt, 1912.]
Saturday, 13 April, the Master spoke at Marjorie Morten's.[93] Again, because of the crowd, He spoke from
the stairway, dominating all the beauty of Marjorie's long drawing room, with
its rich colour and carvings and masterly paintings, by His superlative
beauty.
His theme that day was the spiritual seasons, and in the midst of His talk a
delicious thing happened which, slight though it was, I want to keep. In its
very slightness it may draw the people of the future closer to the Master, just
as it drew us.
These tender little touches of His humour and simplicity, bridging for the
moment the infinite space between us and His pure Perfection, making His
Divinity accessible: how precious, how heavenly sweet they are, of what unique
value! The disciples of Christ, looking beyond that awful chasm of the
crucifixion into the mystery of their days with Him, were, I suppose, awed into
silence about the little things--the adorable little things. So
the Man of sorrow has been just the Man of sorrow to us. We have never formed
any conception of the Man of love and joy, great buoyant joy; a Christ whose
Love overflowed into little tendernesses and Whose joy overflowed into fun and
wit--a happy, smiling, laughing Christ. And yet I am sure He was
that.
But now to tell of this small thing. With His celestial eloquence the Master
had described the spiritual springtime.
"Va tábistán," He began and paused for Ahmad to
translate.
Dead silence. Poor Ahmad had lost the English word.
But while he stood helpless, the Master supplied it Himself.
"Summer!" He laughed. Whereupon a little ripple of delight ran through the
audience. His charm had captured them all.
After the meeting He went up to rest in Mr Morten's room. He had seen a
hundred and forty people that morning and was so worn out at the end of His
talk that He looked almost ill. His fatigue was apparent to everyone--and yet
the people had no pity. When I returned from an errand to the kitchen,
literally hundreds were streaming toward His room; a dozen were in the room; in
the hall were many peering faces, and climbing up the stairs--a procession!
"Oh can't we shut the door?" I asked Dr Faríd. But the Master
heard me.
"Let them come now," He said gently.
A mother with a baby stood near the door. The Master took the baby from her
and tenderly pressed it to His heart. "Beautiful baby! Little chicken!" He
said in His dear English; then explained that "little chicken" was the Turkish
pet name for child.
A young single-taxer[94] began to question
Him. "What message shall I take to my friends?" he ended.
"Tell them," laughed the Master (that wonderful spicy humour in His face) "to
come into the Kingdom of God. There they will find plenty of land and there
are no taxes on it."
Sunday. Oh, Sunday!
At the Master's own invitation I met Him at the Rectory, a half hour before the
service.
As Miss Barry was holding her Sunday school class downstairs, we were
invited upstairs, to the back room on the second floor. There, with the Master
and the Persians and Edward Getsinger, I waited in supreme happiness. Very
soon Percy came in. Approaching the Master, he bent his head reverently.
"In New Testament language," he said, "this would be called an upper
chamber."[95]
The Master smiled sweetly and took his hand.
After he left, the Master turned to me. "This is a dish you have cooked for
Me, Juliet," He laughed.
"I hope it is cooked all the way through!"
"Inshá'lláh," smiled the Master.
"I have more dishes to serve to You when You are rested," I ventured.
"I hope they are light," He replied, "and will rest easily on My digestion.
Most of these dishes are so heavy!"
I inquired for dear Rúhá Khánum, who has been very
ill.
"I have put her in the hands of the Blessed Perfection," said our Lord, "and
now I don't worry at all."
He spoke of my mother very lovingly.
"Tell her to trust in God," He repeated. "Tell her that God is faithful. Read
the Hidden Words to her."
The time came to go to the church. The Persians, Edward Getsinger, and I went
first: marching in, as Percy had planned it, with the processional, bringing
up the rear of the processional! For nearly a year I hadn't once entered the
Church of the Ascension; and now, what a very surprising return!
The Master waited in the vestry-room.
When I try to express the perfection of that service--I mean, the
arrangement of it--I can find no words. It was the conception of an artist, of
a true poet. The altar and the whole chancel were banked with calla lilies.
On the back of the Bishop's chair hung a victor's wreath, an exact
reproduction of the Greek victor's wreath, classically simple: a small oval of
laurel with its leaves free at the top. Its meaning went to my
heart.
Dr Grant read first a prophecy from the Old Testament pointing directly to this
Day, to Bahá'u'lláh; then the thirteenth Chapter of Corinthians.
These were not the lessons for the day but specially chosen.
At the end of the Second Lesson, just as the choir began to sing in a great
triumphant outburst "Jesus Lives!" 'Abdu'l-Bahá with that step of His,
which has been described as the walk of either a shepherd or a king, entered
the chancel, "suddenly come to His Temple!" Percy Grant had quietly left his
seat and gone into the vestry-room and had returned with the Master, holding
His hand. For a moment they stood at the altar beneath that fine mural, The
Resurrection by John La Farge; then with beautiful deference Percy led the
Master to the Bishop's chair. (This broke the nineteenth canon of the
Episcopal Church, which forbids the unbaptized to sit behind the altar
rail!)
The prayers over, Dr Grant made a short introductory address, speaking not from
the pulpit but the chancel steps. Never shall I forget what I saw then.
Percy, strong and erect, with his magnificently set head ("like the head of
some Viking" as Howard MacNutt says), giving, with a fire even greater than
usual--with a strange, sparkling magnetism--the Bahá'í Message to
his congre-
gation; and behind him: a flashing Face, unlike the face of any
mortal, haloed by the victor's wreath, visibly inspiring him. For with every
flash from those eyes, which were fixed on Dr Grant, would appear a fresh
charge of energy in him. There was something wonderfully rhythmic in this
transmission of fire to the words and the delivery of the man speaking. Was it
the sign of some susceptibility in this hitherto unyielding man to the power of
'ABDU'L-BAHá? Or was it just that Power: transcendent, irresistible,
quickening whom it chose?
"May the Lord lift the light of His Countenance upon you." Ah, what happens
when the Lord does!
How can I tell of that moment when the Master took the place of Percy
Grant on the chancel steps? When, standing in His flowing robes there, He
turned His unearthly Face to the people and said:[96] "Dr Grant has just read from the thirteenth Chapter of
Corinthians that the day would come when you would see face to face."
It was too great to put into words; it was almost too great to bear.
The pain of intense rapture pierced my heart. Could the people fail to
recognize? Oh, had they recognized what would He not have revealed to
them? But He could go no further. He swerved to another subject.
"I have come hither," He said, "to find that material civilization has
progressed greatly, but the spiritual civilization has been left behind. The
material civilization is likened unto the glass of a lamp chimney. The
spiritual civilization is like the light in that chimney. The material
civilization should go hand-in-hand with
the spiritual civilization. Material civilization may be likened
unto a beautiful body, while spiritual civilization is the spirit that enters
the body and gives to it life. With the propelling power of spiritual
civilization the result will be greater.
"His Holiness Jesus Christ came to this world that the people might have
through Him the civilization of Heaven, a spirit of oneness
with God. He came to breathe the spirit into the body of the world.
There must be oneness in the world of man. When this takes place we will have
the Most Great Peace.
"Today the body politic needs the oneness of the world and universal peace.
But to spread the feeling of peace and firmly implant it in the minds of
men a certain propelling Power is required.
"It is self-evident that spiritual civilization cannot be accomplished through
material means, for the interests of the various nations differ. It is
self-evident that it cannot be accomplished through patriotism, for countries
differ in their ideas of patriotism. It is impossible save through spiritual
power. Compared with this all other means are too weak to bring about
universal peace.
"Man has two wings: his material power and development, and his spiritual
understanding and achievements. With one wing alone he cannot fly. Therefore,
no matter how far material civilization advances, without the other, great
things cannot be accomplished. ... Humanity, generally speaking, is immersed
in a sea of materiality ..."
Dr Grant asked the Master to give the benediction. Apparently He gave no
blessing but asked for one for us.
Against His high background of lilies He stood, His face uplifted in prayer,
His eyes closed, the palms of His
hands uplifted. I seemed to feel streams of Life descending, filling
those cupped hands. On either side of Him knelt the clergymen, facing the
altar. Percy Grant's head was bowed low. It was a breathless moment. Then
the Master raised His resonant voice and chanted.
The recessional hymn was "Christ our Lord has risen again."
How can words tell what I realized, or thought I realized, at that
incomparable service?
This church had been my cross for years, from which I had never been able to
escape--though twice I had made the attempt, twice wrenching myself away, only
to be guided back by what seemed to me in each instance the clear Will of God,
expressed through a striking miracle. Guided back to mortal pain. Was I
seeing, this morning, divine results of this pain?
And not only had I suffered more vitally here than in any other place, prayed
more passionately; not only had it been the scene of my deepest inner conflict,
but the cause of all this had been dramatically enacted here. Here in this
pulpit, with all his great force, his disturbing magnetism and the fire of his
eloquence, Percy Grant had opposed my unshakeable belief, thundering
denunciations of "the subtle", "the Machiavellian Oriental" (God forgive me for
quoting this)--of the slumbering and superstitious Orient--the Orient that
brought to the West "nothing but disease and death"--determined to conquer this
Faith of mine which made me resistant to him. He had even gone so far as to
openly name "the Bahá'í sect" in his pulpit and to warn his flock
against it.
And now, framing that matchless head of the Master, who sat there
so still in His Glory, hung the victor's
wreath! Oh for words vivid and sublime enough to make you see
Him sitting there, in the very spot where He had been so violently
denied!
The Master took me back into the Rectory, into the big, dark front room. Percy
rushed in for a moment, still in his surplice, his cheeks flushed, his eyes
very bright and blue.
"Juliet," he called, looking in from the dining room, "ask if the Master wants
anything: tea, coffee, water--anything; then tell Thomas" (the butler).
But the Master wanted nothing except to wait to see Dr Grant (who was being
detained in the church) and He filled me with indescribable joy by inviting me
to wait with Him, sitting beside Him.
I sat there, happier it seemed to me than I had ever been in my life. I was in
the Presence of my Lord, and the one I loved best in all this human
world had at last recognized Him. For what else had that exquisite service
meant, with the Resurrection stressed all through it? Such a bold
acknowledgement, such a daring action in the very church itself could not
have been insincere. It never occurred to me to doubt it.
But time passed and Percy did not come back. A great crowd arrived before he
did. Someone, using the private way from the church, had left the door open
and the people began to surge in. And then (while my heart sank with
disappointment) the Master made a swift exit.
Too late Mrs Grant, Percy's dear mother, entered the room. It was a dramatic
entrance. She ran in, distractedly, glancing from side to side,
obviously looking for the Master. Not seeing Him there, she exclaimed: "If
only I could have had His blessing! That Figure makes me think of the plains
of Judea."
At that very instant Mr Mills, who had gone out with
the Master, reappeared. "'Abdu'l-Bahá," he said, "is asking
for Mrs Grant."
I stood at the street door and watched. The Master was sitting in Mr Mills'
car, just in front of the house. I saw Mrs Grant approach it, kneel in the
street and bow her head. I saw Him place His hands on her head.
A year ago I had a dream. I was in the People's Forum, stooping and kissing
Mrs Grant. She looked up through tears. "I have seen the Master," she said in
my dream. "He spoke to me. Oh there was never such a Face in the
world!"
Now, on the steps of the Rectory, as she returned from the car, she looked
up through tears.
"I got my blessing, Juliet," she said, "and I didn't have to ask for
it."
I went back to the church to thank Percy Grant and found him alone. His last
parishioner had just gone. For a moment we stood with clasped hands.
"You made everything so beautiful. I can't find the right words to
thank you."
"My darling," he said, "my darling--"
Something in his look--something false--woke me. Sick at heart, I
turned away.[97]
That night how I hungered to see the Master. My heart burned to
see Him. I went to the telephone. Ah, these days when just by a telephone
call we can reach Him! One of the Persians answered my call.
"Is the Master well tonight? Is He resting?" I asked.
"He is in His room, reading Tablets."
__________
The next morning, through Ahmad, the Master telephoned me. He
wanted to know how I was.
"Tell Him my heart is burning for Him just as it used to in
Haifa."
"The Master says: come at once to Him."
And scarcely was I seated in His room when He began to speak of Percy Grant.
He spoke with great love, with great appreciation of the service Percy had
rendered, but told me to be very careful in my relations with him.
"You must keep your acquaintance, Juliet, absolutely formal."
Then He gave me this message: "Convey to Dr Grant My greetings. Say: I will
not forget the services thou hast rendered yesterday. They are engraved on the
book of My heart. I will mention thy name everywhere. And know thou this:
This matter of yesterday will become most wonderful in the history of the
world. The world of existence will not forget yesterday. Thousands of years
hence the mention of yesterday will be heard and it will become history that
you were the founder of this work.
"I ask of God for you all those things I have asked for Myself and they are:
that thou mayest become a sincere servant of God and serve in the Kingdom of
God and become sanctified and holy; that thou mayest find a pure and
enlightened heart, an illumined face; become the cause that the lights of
spiritual morals may illumine the hearts in this country and that they may be
illumined in the world of the Kingdom; become the promoter of Truth and deliver
the souls from ignorance and prejudice. I supplicate to the Kingdom of God for
you, and I will never forget the love that was manifested yesterday.
"I hope," said the Master, turning to me, "that he will become a believer, but
I do not know. The rectorship of that church is in the way. If he could give
it up of his own volition, then he might become a believer."
He spoke of my dear mother: "Convey to thy mother the greetings of
Abhá. Say to her: Always remember My advices. It is my hope that thou
mayest forget everything save God. Nothing in this world is sufficient for
man. God alone is sufficient for him. God is the Protector of man. All the
world will not protect the soul."
I sent Percy Grant the message and later he telephoned me.
"That was a wonderful, wonderful message," he said, his voice strangely
upset.
__________
Early Sunday evening, the fourteenth, the Master spoke at the Carnegie
Lyceum for the Union Meeting of Advanced Thought Centres.[98] I can give you no idea of His Glory that night. He was
like a pillar of white fire.
I sat in a box with Bolton Hall, one of our fashionable intellectuals, a lean,
elegant person with an Emersonian face. Turning to him for a moment, I asked:
"What do you see?"
"Nothing, dear child, nothing."
16 April 1912
This morning the Master agreed to speak at the Bowery Mission.
"I want to give them some money," He said to me. "I am in love with the
poor. How many poor men go to the Mission?"
"About three hundred, my Lord."
"Take this bill to the bank, Juliet, and change it into quarters," and He drew
from His pocket a thousand-
franc note.[99] "Have them put the
quarters in a bag. Keep the money and meet Me at the Mission with it."
He handed another thousand-franc note, with the same instructions, to Edward
Getsinger.
As I left His room, lilies of valley in my hand, a young chambermaid stopped
me. "Did He give you those?" she asked. "He gave me some flowers
yesterday. Roses. I think He is a great Saint."
__________
Later, May Maxwell and I were together in the Master's room. He was
lying back on His pillow, May's baby crawling over Him, feeding first the baby,
then May and me with chocolates.[100] On the
pillow beside Him was the victor's wreath, which He always kept near Him.
Suddenly He brought up Percy's name.
"I love Dr Grant," he began. "He has rendered Me a great service. I love him
very much, but I want you to be careful."
"My Lord, I believe my heart is severed," I said. "I don't know but I believe
so."
He looked at me with arch incredulity: "No? Really?" He said.
May laughed.
"What do you know about it?" the Master asked.
"May knows everything about it."
"Well, has she helped you? How far has her help gone? Has it been sufficient
for you?"
"She has helped me, but only God is sufficient when love has gone as deep as
that."
"I know. Now, can you transfer this love to God?"
[Photograph of 'Abdu'l-Bahá walking down Riverside
Drive in New York, 1912]
"To God I can. To You."
"No. To God."
"Yes ... I can ... to God."
"That will be enough! I shall try to make no more marriages," laughed the
Master. "When you have really given up," He added, "he will come after
you."[101]
"I love Dr Grant," He continued, "very, very much, but I want to protect
you."
"May I ask a question?" said May. "If Juliet put the thought of Dr Grant
forever out of her mind, would this be good?"
But the Master answered evasively: "If he would become a believer and marry
Juliet it would please Me very much."
"Don't we tire You?" I asked a little later. "Oughtn't we to leave You
now?"
"No, stay. You rest Me. You make Me laugh!" He answered.
18 April 1912
I asked Mrs Wright if she would invite Percy to hear the Master speak at
the Bowery Mission. His reply has just come through her. He said: "Give
Juliet my love and my excuses. Tell her I prefer to be remembered by Him in
the Church of the Ascension. Tell her this and she will understand."
__________
Before writing of the Master's visit to the Bowery I must explain how
it came about. In February this year
Dr Hallimond asked me for the third time to give the
Bahá'í Message at the Mission. I had refused twice before
because my dear mother wouldn't allow me to go there. But this third
invitation I felt I must accept. So, for the first time in my life, I deceived
Mamma! Silvia Gannett helped me out. (By the way her marriage has been
postponed.) She invited me to dine, then went to the Mission with me. The
only thing Mamma knew was that I was dining with Silvia.
The weather that night was terrible: snowing, sleeting, bitterly cold. The
Mission was packed with homeless men, some of whom had been driven in by the
cold and the storm and were there for no other reason. Among these, I learned
afterward, was John Good--may he ever be blessed! Wonderfully named was John
Good! He had been released from Sing Sing that very day: an enormous man with
a head like a lion and a great shock of white hair. From his boyhood he had
spent his life in one prison or another and now, in his old age, had behaved so
rebelliously in Sing Sing that they would punish him in the most painful way,
hanging him up by his thumbs! Full of hate he had come out of prison, and full
of hate and without one grain of belief in anything, he sat among the
derelicts in the Mission, forced in by the storm.
And that night (knowing nothing of John Good) I was moved to tell the men how
'Abdu'l-Bahá came out of prison, full of love for the whole
world, even His cruellest enemies.
After I had finished speaking, Dr Hallimond said: "We have heard from Juliet
Thompson that 'Abdu'l-Bahá will be here in April. How may of you would
like to invite Him to speak at the Mission? Will those who wish it please
stand?"
The whole three hundred rose to their feet.
"Now," added Dr Hallimond, taking me by surprise, "how many would like to study
the thirteenth Chapter of Corinthians with Miss Thompson and myself?"
Thirty rose this time, including John Good and a poor alcoholic named
Hannegan, a long, lanky, red-haired Irishman.
"Then we will meet every Wednesday at eight p.m. and learn something about this
Love of which 'Abdu'l-Bahá is our Great Example."
And every Wednesday evening after that John Good and Hannegan came, with the
twenty-eight others.
Of course, in order to help Dr Hallimond on these nights, I had had to confess
to Mamma this first visit to the Bowery, and she was so touched by the story
that she gladly consented to my keeping up the work, especially as Dr Hallimond
always came for me and brought me home.
__________
And now to return to the immediate present. Day before yesterday, 19
April, the Master spoke at the Bowery Mission.
I met Him in the chapel, dragging along with me the huge white bag of quarters.
Edward also appeared with a bag of the same size and we sat behind the Master
on the platform. Mr MacNutt, Mr Mills, Mr Grundy, and Mr Hutchinson, and of
course all the Persians, were seated there too. The long hall was packed to
the doors with those poor derelicts who sleep on park benches or doorsteps.
Dr Hallimond called upon me to introduce my Lord, which seemed so
presumptuous I could scarcely do it.
Then the Master rose to speak. Here are His heavenly
words:[102] "Tonight I am very
happy for I have come here to meet My friends. I consider you my relatives, My
companions, and I am your comrade.
"You must be thankful to God that you are poor, for His Holiness Jesus Christ
has said: 'Blessed are the poor.' He never said: blessed are the rich! He
said too that the Kingdom is for the poor and that it is easier for a camel to
enter the needle's eye than for a rich man to enter God's Kingdom. Therefore
you must be thankful to God that although in this world you are indigent, yet
the treasures of God are within your reach, and although in the material realm
you are poor, yet in the Kingdom of God you are precious.
"His Holiness Jesus Himself was poor. He did not belong to the rich. He
passed His time in the desert travelling among the poor and lived upon the
herbs of the field. He had no place to lay His head--no home. He was exposed
in the open to heat, cold, and frost. Yet He chose this rather than riches.
If riches were considered a glory, the Prophet Moses would have chosen them;
Jesus would have been rich.
"When Jesus appeared it was the poor who first accepted Him, not the rich.
Therefore, you are His disciples, you are His comrades, for outwardly He was
poor, not rich.
"Even this earth's happiness does not depend upon wealth. You will find many
of the wealthy exposed to dangers and troubled by difficulties, and in their
last moments upon the bed of death, there remains the regret that they must be
separated from that to which their
hearts are so attached. They come into this world naked and they
must go from it naked. All they possess they must leave behind and pass away
solitary, alone. Often at the time of death their souls are filled with
remorse and, worst of all, their hope in the mercy of God is less than ours.
"Praise be to God, our hope is in the mercy of God; and there is no doubt that
the divine Compassion is bestowed upon the poor. His Holines Jesus Christ said
so; His Holiness Bahá'u'lláh said so.
"While Bahá'u'lláh was in Baghdád, still in
possession of great wealth, He left all He had and went alone from the city,
living two years among the poor. They were His comrades. He ate with them,
slept with them, and gloried in being one of them. He chose for one of His
names the title of 'The Poor One' and often in His Writings refers to Himself
as 'Darvísh,' which in Persian means poor. And of this title he
was very proud. He admonished all that we must be the servants of the poor,
helpers of the poor, remember the sorrows of the poor, associate with them, for
thereby we may inherit the Kingdom of Heaven.
"God has not said that there are mansions prepared for us if we pass our time
associating with the rich, but He has said there are many mansions prepared for
the servants of the poor, for the poor are very dear to God. The mercies and
bounties of God are with them. The rich are mostly negligent, inattentive,
steeped in worldliness, depending upon their means, whereas the poor are
dependent upon God and their reliance is upon Him, not upon themselves.
Therefore the poor are nearer the Threshold of God and His Throne.
"Jesus was a poor man. One night when He was out in the fields the
rain began to fall. He had no place to go for shelter, so He lifted His eyes
toward Heaven, saying: 'O Father! For the birds of the air Thou hast created
nests, for the sheep a fold, for the animals dens, for the fishes places of
refuge, but for Me Thou hast provided no shelter; there is no place where I may
lay My head. My bed is the cold ground, My lamps at night are the stars and My
food is the grass of the field. Yet who upon earth is richer than I? For the
greatest blessing Thou hast not given to the rich and mighty, but unto Me Thou
hast given the poor. To Me Thou hast granted this blessing. They are Mine.
Therefore I am the richest man on earth.'
"So, My comrades, you are following in the footsteps of Jesus Christ. Your
lives are similar to His life, your attitude is like unto His, you resemble Him
more than the rich resemble Him. Therefore we will thank God that we have been
blest with the real riches. And, in conclusion, I ask you to accept
'Abdu'l-Bahá as your Servant."
After the service, the Master and we who were with Him walked down the aisle to
the door, while the men in the audience kept their seats. At the end of the
aisle the Master paused, called to Edward and me and asked us to stand on each
side of Him, with our bags. He was wearing His pongee 'abá and was very
shining in white and ivory, His Face like a lighted lamp.
Then down the aisle streamed a sodden and grimy procession: three hundred men
in single file. The "breadline". The failures. Broken forms. Blurred faces.
How can I picture such a scene? That forlorn host out of the depths, out of
the "mud and scum of things"--where nevertheless "something always, always
sings". And the
Eternal Christ, reflected in the Mirror of "The Servant", receiving
them all, like prodigal sons? stray sheep? No! Like His own beloved children,
who "resembled Him more than the rich resembled Him."
Into each palm, as the Master clasped it, He pressed His little gift of silver:
just a symbol and the price of a bed. Not a man was shelterless that night.
And many, many, I could see, found a shelter in His Heart. I could see it in
the faces raised to His and in His Face bent to theirs.
Those interchanged looks--what a bounty to have witnessed them--to have such a
picture stamped on my mind forever!
As the men filed toward Him, the Master held out His hand to the first, grasped
the man's hand and left something in it. Perhaps five or six quarters, for
John Good told me afterward that the completely destitute ones received the
most. The man glanced up surprised. His eyes met the Master's look, which
seemed to be plunging deep into his heart with fathomless understanding. He,
this poor derelict, must have known very little of even human love or
understanding; and now, too suddenly, he stood face to face with Divine Love.
He looked startled, incredulous--as though he couldn't believe what he saw;
then his eyes strained toward the Master, something new burning in them, and
the Master's eyes answered with a great flash, revealing a more mysterious, a
profounder love. A drowning man rescued, or--taken up into heaven? I saw this
repeated scores of times. Some of the men shuffled past, accepting their gift
ungraciously, but most of them responded just as the first did.
Who can tell the effect of those immortal glances on
the lives and even, perhaps, at the death of each of these men? Who
knows what the Master gave that night?
__________
(Footnote. Months later John Good told me about Hannegan. Hannegan
was a generous man. If he had a dime and somebody needed a nickel, he would
split his dime. But, there was no doubt about it, he was also a Bowery tough
and pretty nearly always drunk. He had been counting the days to the
nineteenth of April but, unluckily lost count, and when the nineteenth came and
with it the Master's visit to the Bowery, he was in one of his stupors. Waking
up from it, he really sorrowed. Still, there was another chance. The Master
was to speak in Flatbush the following Sunday and somehow Hannegan heard of
this. Flatbush is a long way off and that Sunday he hadn't even a nickel. So
he walked. At midnight John Good went to his room and found him in the usual
state. "Why did you do it this time, Hannegan--and you straight from seeing
the Master?" asked John. "That's just it," said Hannegan earnestly. "I'm
straight from seeing Him. Why, John, He's Perfection. The Light of the
world, He is, John. It's too much for a man, too
discouraging."
John never told me this till after the death of Hanegan, or I would have
taken him to the Master. But, after all, he--this Bowery tough--had seen the
Reality.)
__________
That night the Master had a supper for all who had been with Him at
the Mission. It was held in His suite at the Ansonia and He took me and two of
the Persians, Valíyu'lláh Khán and Ahmad, in His
own taxi to the hotel.
As we drove up Broadway, glittering with its electric
signs, He spoke of them smiling, apparently much amused. Then He
told us that Bahá'u'lláh had loved light. "He could never get
enough light. He taught us," the Master said, "to economize in everything else
but to use light freely."
"It is marvellous," I said, "to be driving through all this light by the side
of the Light of lights."
"This is nothing," the Master answered. "This is only the beginning. We will
be together in all the worlds of God. You cannot realize here what that means.
You cannot imagine it. You can form no conception here in this elemental world
of what it is to be with Me in the Eternal Worlds."
"Oh," I cried, "with such a future before me how could my heart cling to any
earthly object?"
The Master turned suddenly to me. "Will you do this thing?" He asked. "Will
you take your heart from this other and give it wholly to God?"
"Oh, I will try!"
He laughed heartily at this. "First you say you will and then that you will
try!"
"That is because I have learned my own weakness. What can I do with my
heart?"
And now the Master spoke gravely. "I am very much pleased with that answer,
Juliet."
__________
That night I saw, as never before, the Glory of
'Abdu'l-Bahá.
Nine of us were gathered at His table. He sat at the head, Mr Mills on His
left, I on His right. Just above Him hung a big round lamp, so that He sat in
a pool of strong light while the rest of us were in shadow. In His
ivory-coloured 'abá over the long white robe, His white hair
spread out upon His shoulders, He was like some massive statue of a deity
carved in alabaster.
For a while He was silent and we surrounded Him, silent. But after He had
served the food He began to speak. He told us of the play The Terrible Meek
which he had seen that afternoon. It is based on the Crucifixion.
"But such a representation should be complete," He said, and taken from its
inception to its consummation. It should be an impersonation of the life of
Jesus from the beginning to the end.
"For example: His baptism. The disciples of John the Baptist turning to
Him, Jesus. The dawn of Christianity. Then the Christ in the Temple,
well portrayed. The meeting of Jesus and Peter on the shore of Tiberias, where
Jesus called Peter to follow Him that he might become a fisher of men. The
gathering together of the Jews. Their accusations against Jesus. For they
said: 'We are expecting certain conditions at the time of the appearance of
the Messiah and unless these conditions are fulfilled it is impossible to
believe. It is written that He will come from an unknown place. Thou are from
Nazareth. We know Thee and Thy people. According to the explicit text of the
Scriptures, the Messiah is to wield a sceptre, a sword. Thou hast not even a
staff. The Messiah is to be established on the throne of David. But Thou--a
throne! Thou hast not so much as a mat. The Messiah is to fulfil the Law of
Moses, which will be spread throughout the world. Thou hast broken the Mosaic
Law. The Jews, in the time of the Messiah, are to be the conquerors of the
world and all men will become their subjects. In the Cycle of the Messiah
justice is to
reign. It will be exercised even in the animal kingdom, so that wolf
and lamb will quaff water at the same fountain, eagle and quail will dwell in
the same nest, lion and deer pasture in the same meadow. But see the
oppression and wrong rampant in Thy time! The Jews are the captives of the
Romans. Rome has uprooted our foundations, pillaging and killing us. What
manner of justice is this?'
"But His Holiness Jesus answered: 'These texts are symbolic. They have an
inner meaning. I possess sovereignty, but it is of the eternal type. It is
not an earthy empire. Mine is divine, heavenly, everlasting. And I
conquer not by the sword. My conquests are by Love. I have a sword,
but it is not of iron. My sword is My tongue, which divides Truth from
falsehood.'
"Yet they persisted in rejecting Him. 'These are mere interpretations,' they
said. 'We will not give up the letter for these.'
"Then they rose against Him, accusing and persecuting Him, inventing libels
according to their superstitions.
"'He is a liar. He is the false Christ. Believe Him not. Beware lest ye
listen. He will mislead you, will lure you from the religion of your fathers,
and will create a turmoil amongst you.'
"Then the scribes and Pharisees consult together: 'Let us hold a conclave and
conceive a plan. This man is a deceiver. We must do something. What?'" (The
Master gaily mimicked their confusion.) "'Let us expel Him from the country.
Let us imprison Him. Ah! Let us refer the matter to the government. Thus the
religion of Moses shall be free of Him.'
"After this, the betrayal of Jesus, not by an enemy, not by an outsider, but by
one of His own disciples. Dr
Faríd! (I was startled by the sudden,
peremptory call of that name.) "By one of His own disciples. Had you
been there, Dr Faríd. Had you been there, you would have seen
that Mary of Magdala even looked like Juliet."[103]
"Then," continued the Master, "the government will summon Jesus, will bring Him
before Pontius Pilate, and these scenes should be fully portrayed ..."
Here I ceased to take notes. I was stabbed to the heart. As He flashed each
scene to us with His vivid words and gestures I felt that He was reliving it.
When He came to that walk to Golgotha: Jesus, the Saviour, stumbling beneath
the weight of His Cross while the mob capered about, bowing backward, mocking
"the King of the Jews," I knew He was telling us of remembered
anguish.
"And when all this is finished," He said, "then the Terrible Meek will
be expressed."
The last scene centred around the disciples, united now and ablaze with the
Pentecostal fire. The Master described them surrounded by multitudes, teaching
with those "tongues of fire" that His Holiness Jesus had verily been a
King--the King of spirits, His sword the Word of God and His reign in the
hearts of men.
When the Master had ended we sat so silent that the falling of a rose leaf
might have been heard. He broke the silence.
"The voice of Mary lamenting at the Cross today made me think of your voice,
Juliet--and Lua's." And then He smiled at me. "Eat, Juliet," He said. For
the food on my plate was untouched.
__________
In the upper hall, on our way to the Master's suite, we had met the
little chambermaid who had told me the day
before that she thought Him a great Saint. In my bag were about
eighty quarters left over from the Mission. The Master asked the girl to hold
up her apron, took the bag from me, and emptied the whole of its contents into
the apron. Then He walked quickly toward His suite, we following, all but Mr
Grundy whom the maid stopped.
"Oh see what He has given me!" she said. And when Mr Grundy told her
about the Mission and the Master's kindness to the men there, "I will do the
same with this money. I will give away every cent of it."
Later, when the table was cleared and we were sitting with the Master in
another room, talking of the scene at the Mission, someone asked Him if
"charity were advisable."
He laughed and, still laughing, said: "Assuredly, give to the poor. If you
give them only words, when they put their hands into their pockets after you
have gone, they will find themselves none the richer for you!"
And just at that moment we heard a light tap at the door. It opened and
there stood the little maid. She came straight towards the Master, seeming not
to see anyone else, and her eyes were full of tears.
"I wanted to say goodbye, Sir," she said (for the Master was leaving for
Washington early the next morning), "and to thank You for all Your goodness to
me--I never expected such goodness--and to ask You ... to pray for me." Her
voice broke. She sobbed, hid her face in her apron and rushed from the
room.
What an illustration to the Master's words, "assuredly give to the
poor," and how wonderfully timed!
22 April 1912
Oh, those mornings at the Ansonia in the Master's white sunny rooms,
filled with spring flowers and roses!
People poured in to see Him in droves, sometimes a hundred and fifty in one
morning. He would become exhausted and receive the latest arrivals in bed.
Sitting in the outer room (though frequently called to Him), I would watch them
go into His bedroom and come out changed, as though they had had a bath
of Life, or like candles that had been lighted in that inner chamber.
Leonard Abbott came out with flushed cheeks and bright eyes. "That beautiful
head against the pillows!" he said.
Charles Rand Kennedy, the playwright (author of The Terrible Meek) said:
"I was in the Presence of God."
I, myself, took Nancy Sholl in. When we left, she whispered to me: "I could
not have stood the vibrations in there one moment longer. Power encircles that
bed!"
__________
Alas, New York has now lost the great overhanging aura of the Master.
He is in Washington. But I am going there too, tomorrow, to stay with my dear
Mrs Elkins.
7 May 1912
Washington was beautiful, the banners of the spring floating out
everywhere. Trees along the street in full leaf. Flowering bushes and tulip
beds in the parks and in the grass plots in front of houses. The Japanese
cherry
[Photograph of 'Abdu'l-Bahá in New York with His
entourage, 1912]
trees behind the White House, a long row of coral-pink
clouds.
The day I arrived, 23 April, I met the Master at luncheon at the Persian
Embassy, where Khán is now acting as minister.[104] The table was strewn with rose petals, as the Master's
table always is in 'Akká, and Persian dishes were served.
A coloured man, Louis Gregory, was present and the Master gave a wonderful talk
on race prejudice which, however, I will not quote here since it has been
kept.[105] And besides, I am longing to catch
up with these days, when I am feeling with all my capacity for feeling,
when the gates of my heart are flung wide open and fire sweeping through,
burning up my heart, when I am seeing through tears the Manifest Glory of the
Beloved. I really don't want to write about Washington. This heart was not
awakened then.
But He said a lovely thing at Khán's table which I must keep.
Mrs Parsons was at the luncheon. Before she became a Bahá'í she
had been a Christian Scientist, and now she brought up the question of mental
suggestion as a cure for physical disease. The Master replied that some
illnesses, such as consumption and insanity, developed from spiritual
causes--grief, for example--and that these could be healed by the spirit. But
Mrs Parsons persisted. Could not extreme physical cases, like broken bones,
also be healed by the spirit?
A large bowl of salad had been placed before the Mas-
ter, Who sat at the head of the table, Florence
Khánum[106] on His right.
"If all the spirits in the air," He laughed, "were to congregate together, they
could not create a salad! Nevertheless, the spirit of man is powerful. For
the spirit of man can soar in the firmament of knowledge, can discover
realities, can confer life, can receive the Divine Glad-Tidings. Is not this
greater," and He laughed again, "than making a salad?"
One more lovely thing. The servants were late bringing in the dessert and
Florence apologized; whereupon little Rahím, standing beside her, spoke
up.
"Even the King of Persia has to wait, doesn't He, mother?"
"Rahím dear," explained Florence, 'Abdu'l-Bahá is King of the
whole world."
"Oh," said Rahím, very much abashed, "I forgot."
__________
After the luncheon, Florence and Khán held a large
reception, to which a number of very distinguished people came, among them
Díyá Páshá, the Turkish Minister, and his
whole family, Duke Lita and his wife, Admiral Peary, and Alexander Graham
Bell.
Between the end of lunch and this reception the Master went upstairs to rest
and to give a few private interviews. When He reappeared among us, the two
living rooms were already crowded. He walked quickly to the open folding doors
and standing there at the centre, with a strikingly free and simple bearing,
immediately began to speak. His words too were simple and of a captivating
sweetness, a startling clarity.
[Photograph of 'Abdu'l-Bahá with the children of
'Alí Qulí Khán]
Díyá Páshá stood next to
me, his eyes riveted on the Master. When the Master had finished speaking, the
old diplomat (who is a fierce Muslim) turned to me. "This is irrefutable.
This is pure logic," he said.
A few months before, at the request of his daughter-in-law, an American girl
and a dear friend of mine, I had given Díyá
Páshá the Message. I had had to give it in French, as he
doesn't understand English, and, my French being rusty by now, I'm afraid I
didn't do it very well: he looked so sceptical, almost contemptuous the whole
time I was speaking. But when I said that through the Bahá'í
Teaching I had become a Muslim, and convinced him of this by the reverent way I
spoke of Muhammad, I really touched Díyá
Páshá. He rose from the table, where we were at lunch,
left the room, and returned with a precious and very old volume of the
Qur'án on illuminated parchment and with a hand-tooled cover. "No
Christian eye but yours," he said, "has ever looked upon this."
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To return to the Persian Embassy. A delicious thing happened when the
Master greeted Peary, who has just succeeded in publicly disgracing Captain
Cook and proving himself, and not Captain Cook, the discoverer of the North
Pole. At that moment, in the Embassy, he looked like a blown-up balloon.
I was standing beside the Master when Khán brought the Admiral
over and introduced him.
The Master spoke charmingly to him and congratulated him on his discovery.
Then, with the utmost sweetness, added these surprising words: For a very long
time the world had been much concerned about the North Pole, where it was and
what was to be found
there. Now he, Admiral Peary, had discovered it and that
nothing was to found there; and so, in forever relieving the public
mind, he had rendered a great service.
I shall never forget Peary's nonplussed face. The balloon collapsed!
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Immediately after the Khán's reception, Mrs Parsons too
had a large one for the Master, to which Díyá
Páshá came with Him. I saw them, to my great delight,
enter the hall together hand in hand.
Mrs Parsons house has real distinction. It is Georgian in style and in it has
a very long white ballroom with, at one end, an unusually high mantel--the
mantel, as well as the ceiling and panelled walls, delicately carved with
garlands. At the windows hang thin silk curtains the colour of jonquil
leaves.
Here, after this first reception, the Master spoke daily in the afternoon and
the whole fashionable world flocked to hear Him. Scientists too, and even
politicians came!
In front of the mantel, a platform had been placed for the Master and every day
it was banked with fresh roses, American Beauties.
Into this room of conventional elegance, packed with conventional people,
imagine the Master striding with His free step: walking first to one of the
many windows and, while He looked out into the light, talking with His
matchless ease to the people. Turning from the window, striding back and forth
with a step so vibrant it shook you. Piercing our souls with those strange
eyes, uplifting them, glory streaming upon them. Talking, talking, moving to
and fro incessantly. Pushing back His turban, revealing that Christ-like
forehead; pushing it forward again almost down to His eyebrows, which gave Him
a
peculiar majesty. Charging, filling the room with magnetic
currents, with a mysterious energy. Once He burst in, a child on His shoulder.
For a moment He held her, caressing her. Then He sat her down among the
roses.
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On Thursday, 25 April, the Master dined at the Turkish Embassy and I
was privileged to be there.
Never have I seen such a beautiful table. Hundreds of roses lay the whole
length of it, piled, melting into each other, sweeping up from the head and the
foot of the table to a great mound in the centre, where the Master sat, faced
by Díyá Páshá. Florence
Khánum and Carey, Madame Díyá Bey
(Díyá Páshá's daughter-in-law), the American
wives of Oriental diplomats, were placed on either side of the Master and I sat
next to Carey.
There are times when the Master looks colossal, when His Holiness shines like
the sun. That night He wore the usual white, with a honey-coloured
'abá. Díyá Páshá, opposite Him,
watched Him with eyes full of tears, his keen old hawk's face strangely
softened.
The Master gave a great address on the civilizations built on the basic
Teachings of the Prophets; then He spoke of this dinner as "a wonderful
occasion". "The East and the West," He said, "are met in perfect love
tonight." There was something so poignant in His words, so
flame-creating, that for a moment I was overcome.
Later He spoke of the deep significance of the international marriages
represented there: Díyá Bey's and Carey's,
'Alí-Qulí Khán's and Florence's. Carey made me
very happy by saying: "Juliet told me long ago of Your Teachings, when I was
only fifteen years old." What fruit that seed had borne, sown in a child!
[Photograph: 'Abdu'l-Bahá with the Persian
Consul-general for New York and his household, Morristown, New Jersey.]
Díyá Páshá made a
thrilling speech. Rising and turning a lover's face to the Master, he called
Him "the Light of the world, the Unique One of the age, Who had come to spread
His glory and perfection amongst us."
"I am not worthy of this," said the Master, very simply. Always a great power
is released from the Master's divine humility.
As I bade Díyá Páshá goodnight, looking at
me through a mist of tears, he said: "Truly, He is a Saint."
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One day Mrs Elkins invited the Master to drive with us and we went to
the Soldiers' Home. The Elkinses, because of Katharine's engagement to the
Duke of the Abruzzi, have been terribly hounded by the newspapers, but this
happened before the Master came. He couldn't have known about it
through any outward means. Yet no sooner were we seated in the car than He
said to Mrs Elkins: "How the newspapers here persecute one!"
It was such a sympathetic subject! At once Mrs Elkins opened her heart.
"Come away!" smiled the Master. "Elude these journalists! Come to Haifa where
there is peace. Juliet will tell you there is peace in Haifa."
Then He spoke of how much I loved her and of her philanthropic deeds, which He
prayed might increase. He captured her hand and kept it in His, while she
hastily hid the sweet gesture under her cape.
"Nothing endures, Mrs Elkins," He said. "Nothing but the Love of God endures.
Look at these trees in full blossom now." And in words which I will not try to
repeat He described the turning of the seasons: the trees in summer
flourishing green leaves; the inevitable autumn with the leaves lying, yellow,
on the ground.
"This," He said, "is a symbol of human life."
"Remember Babylon." He drew a vivid picture of ancient Babylon, its
towers, its stupendous art; then of Babylon today: a waste of rubble, "the
hyena prowling among its crumbled stones." No other sign of life but the
"voice of the owl by night" or "a lark singing at daybreak." "Remember Tyre.
Here too was beauty and splendour and pomp. Think of Tyre now. I have been
there. I have seen."
He spoke of my mother that day: "Juliet's mother is very good. Her heart is
very pure. As soon as we met, her face became radiant."
When we reached home, Mrs Elkins said to me: "You can't hide a thing from Him.
He sees everything that is in your heart."
The day Mrs Elkins first met the Master she mentioned her husband, the
senator,[107] who died about a year ago. "I
wish he were here now," she said, "to meet You."
"Inshá'lláh," replied the Master, "for
his good deeds I shall meet him in the Kingdom of God."
One of the senator's good deeds had been to protect the Bahá'ís
in 'Akká and Haifa while the Master was being tried for His life in
1907.
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I was so thankful to be in Washington. At those daily meetings in Mrs
Parsons' house I would see many of my old friends, friends of my childhood.
Mrs Elkins went with me every day to the meetings: sometimes, when all the
chairs were taken, standing the whole afternoon, although she was far from
well.
One day, however, she was not with me. That night she was giving a small diner
and an opera party and she
had to rest for this. So, being free for an hour or so, I decided to
stay at Mrs Parsons' and have a little visit with Edna.
While Edna and I were talking, the Master suddenly entered the room. "I am
going out for a drive," He said, "but wait till I return, Edna, and you too,
Juliet, wait. I will see you in a short time."
So I waited--waited and waited. Half-past six came. Seven. We were to dine
at half-past seven and the Elkinses' house was a long way off, rather indirect
on the car-line.
"Go, Juliet," urged Edna. "I will explain."
But how could I? My Lord had told me to stay.
And now I shall have to digress and tell what may seem, just at first, another
story: When I was ten years old, (and I remember the time because that year we
were living with my grandmother) a very presumptuous idea took possession of
me. I began to dream of some day painting the Christ. I even prayed that I
might. "O God," I would pray, "You know Christ didn't look like a
woman, the way all the pictures of Him look. Please let me paint Him
when I grow up as the King of Men." And I never lost hope of this till I saw
the Master. Then I knew that no one could paint the Christ. Could the sun
with the whole universe full of its radiations, or endless flashes of lightning
be captured in paint?
Imagine my surprise and dismay, fear, joy and gratitude all mixed together, at
the news given me by Mrs Gibbons when the Master first came to New York. The
night before He landed she had received a Tablet in which He said: "On My
arrival in America Miss Juliet Thompson shall paint a wonderful portrait of
Me." This was in response to a supplication from Mrs Gibbons
asking that her daughter might paint Him, which she never did, though
the Master graciously gave her permission, even more graciously adding those
words about me.
It was a little after seven when the Master came back from His drive. Entering
the room in which He had left me and where of course I was still waiting, He
said: "Ah, Juliet! For your sake I returned. Mrs Hemmick[108] wanted to keep Me, but I had asked you to wait;
therefore I returned." After a pause He added: "Would you like to come up and
paint Me tomorrow?"
So I learned the reward of obedience. Such a reward for so small an act
of obedience! Once in Haifa He said to me: "Keep My words, obey My commands
and you will marvel at the results."
And, by a miracle, I wasn't late for dinner! The dinner, because of another
guest, had been postponed a half hour.
The next morning I went very early to Mrs Parsons' house, taking my box of
pastels; but though it was only eight o'clock, quite a crowd had already
gathered and I felt that the morning was doomed to be a broken one. Not only
that, but the light in the rooms upstairs, where I was supposed to paint, is
very weak, and the delicate wallpaper, with tiny bunches of flowers all over
it, I couldn't use as a background for His head. For a while I was in
despair, for I dared not make the suggestion I had in mind. But in the end I
did. Begging Him to forgive me if I were doing something wrong, I asked if He
would pose in New York instead. To this he consented so freely and sweetly
that I had no more qualms about it.
The following day I went to Mrs Parsons' to meet Lee McClung, the
Treasurer of the United States. Lee McClung had been one of the idols of my
early adolescence. He had seemed quite old to me then, though now he is only
thirty-eight. When I saw him again last winter for the first time in about ten
years, he had made all sorts of fun of me for my "conversion to Bahaism". "It
made me laugh out of one eye and cry out of the other," he said. "What does
your mother think about it? Have you converted her?"
But at Mrs Parsons' first meeting, to my great surprise, there he was in
the audience! I couldn't wait to speak to him or to present him to the Master
as Mrs Elkins was in a hurry that day, but in the evening he dined with us.
"How did you feel when you saw the Master?" I asked him.
A shy look came into his face, and Mr McClung is anything but shy. "Well, I
felt as though I were in the presence of one of the great old Prophets:
Elijah, Isaiah, Moses. No, it was more than that! Christ ... no, now I
have it. He seemed to me my Divine Father."
Then he said he must leave us a little early, as he was going to Mr
Bell's--Alexander Graham Bell's--to meet 'Abdu'l-Bahá there.
Later I was told that the Master had made an address at Mr Bell's; then others
were called on to speak. But when Lee McClung was called on he said: "After
'Abdu'l-Bahá has spoken, I cannot."
At Mr McClung's request, I had made an appointment for him with the Master for
a private interview and this was the reason I was here to meet him at Mrs
Parsons'. I arrived a little ahead of time and while I was
waiting for Mr McClung, a door in the hall opened and there stood the
Master, beckoning to me. He was alone, so we had to fall back on His English
and my scant Persian.
"How is your mother?" He asked first. "How old is she?"
But I couldn't tell Him, Mamma having always concealed her age till I think
even she doesn't know it now.
"About fifty?"
"I think so."
"How old are you?"
I confessed my age.
"In My eyes you are fifteen," He replied, so sweetly.
"In our eyes I am an infant?"
"Yes. Baby!"
Then the translator arrived.
"Tell Juliet," the Master began at once, "that she teaches well. I have met
many people who have been affected by you, Juliet. You are not eloquent, you
are not fluent, but your heart teaches. You speak with a feeling, an
emotion which makes people ask: 'What is this she has?' Then they inquire;
they seek and find. It is so too with Lua. You never find Lua speaking with
dry eyes! You will be confirmed. A great bounty will descend upon you. You
will become eloquent. Your tongue will be loosed. Teach, always teach. The
confirmations of the Holy Spirit descend upon those who teach constantly.
Never feel fear. The Holy Spirit will give you the words to say. Never
fear You will grow stronger and stronger."
That erect head, that hand held high in command, the Power that eddied from Him
as He spoke those words, how can I ever feel fear again when I have to mount
the dreaded platform?
It was later that He said to me: "You have many friends. You have
no enemies. Everybody is your friend. Do not think I am ignorant of
conditions in New York. Both factions are pleased with you, Juliet, and have
nothing but good to say of you, although they complain of others. Miss X is
pleased with you! Mrs XX is pleased with you!" (laughing as He mentioned the
two chief disturbers of the peace). "And you have accomplished this only
through your sincerity. Others may do this through diplomatic action, but you
have done it with your heart."
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(Footnote. I am destroying my diary in longhand and I can't bear to
lose any of the Master's words to me, those dear words of encouragement. That
is why I keep them.)
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Just then Lee McClung arrived and the Master took him upstairs.[109]
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11 May 1912
On Saturday, 11 May, just one month from the day of His landing, the
Master returned to New York from Washington, Cleveland, and Chicago.
A few of us gathered in His rooms to prepare them for Him and fill them with
flowers; then to wait for His arrival: May Maxwell, Lua Getsinger, Carrie
Kinney, Kate Ives, Grace Robarts, and I. Mr Mills and Mr Woodcock were waiting
too.
The Master has a new home, in the Hudson Apartment House,[110] overlooking the river. His flat is on one of the top
stories, so that its windows frame the sky. Now the windows were all open and
a fresh breeze blew in.
[Photograph: 'Abdu'l-Bahá with children and Persian
entourage.]
About five o'clock He came. Oh the coming of that Presence!
If only I could convey to the future the mighty commotion of it!
The hearts almost suffocate with joy, the eyes burn with tears at the stir of
that step! It is futile to try to express it. Sometimes when the sun breaks
through clouds and spreads a great fiery glow, I get something of that
feeling.
After greeting us all the Master took a seat by the window and began to talk to
us, with supreme love and gladness, wittily, tenderly, eloquently, carrying us
up as if on wings to the apex of sublime feeling, so that we wept; then turning
our tears to sudden little ripples of laughter as an unexpected gleam of wit
flashed out; then melting our hearts with His yearning affection.
He had been horrified in Washington by the prejudice against the Negroes.
"What does it matter," He asked, "if the skin of a man is black, white, yellow,
pink, or green? In this respect the animals show more intelligence than man.
Black sheep and white sheep, white doves and blue do not quarrel because of
difference of colour."
Lua, May, and I, for the first time together in the Glory of His Presence, sat
on the floor in a corner, gazing through tears at Him and whenever we could
wrench our eyes from the sorrowful beauty of His face, silhouetted against the
sky, gazing at one another, still through tears.
Day after day I was with Him there. Lua and I had permission to be always with
Him. I would go to His apartment in the early morning and stay through the
whole day and again and again He would call me to His Presence.
"My Lord," I said once, "I really shouldn't take Your time. I don't want to
take Your time. I am only too
thankful to be here, serving at a distance, somewhere in Your
atmosphere."
"I know you are content with whatever I do, therefore I send for you, Juliet,"
He replied.
13 May 1912
On the thirteenth of May (Percy Grant's birthday) a meeting of the Peace
Conference took place at the Hotel Astor. It was an enormous meeting with
thousands present. The Master was the Guest of Honour and the first speaker,
Dr Grant and Rabbi Wise the other speakers.
The Master sat at the centre on the high stage, Dr Grant on His right, Rabbi
Wise on His left. Oh, the symbolism of that: the Jewish rabbi, the Christian
clergyman, with the Centre of the Covenant between, on the platform of
the World Peace Conference.[111]
The Master was really too ill to have gone to this Conference. He had been in
bed all morning, suffering from complete exhaustion, and had a high
temperature. I was with Him all morning. While I was sitting beside Him I
asked: "Must You go to the Hotel Astor when You are so ill?"
"I work by the confirmations of the Holy Spirit," He answered. "I do not work
by hygienic laws. If I did," He laughed, "I would get nothing done."
After that meeting, the wonderful record of which has been kept, the Master
shook hands with the whole audience, with every one of those thousands of
people!
14 May 1912
On Friday, the fourteenth of May, I had quite a distinguished visitor,
Khán Báhádúr
Alláh-Bakhsh, the Governor of Lahore. Mr Barakatu'lláh
had sent him to see me. I invited him to my meeting that night and he
came and seemed to fall in love with the Teachings. The next morning
early he called on the Master at the Hudson Apartment House. Lua, May, and I
were there at the time and I told him that May was one of my spiritual mothers
and Lua my spiritual grandmother. Whereupon the old gentleman said that in
that case I was his mother, May Maxwell his grandmother, and Lua his
great-grandmother!
Very soon the Master sent for him and kept him a long time in His room. When
the interview was over and Khán Báhádúr
Alláh-Bakhsh had left, the Master called me to Him.
"You teach well, Juliet," He said. "You teach with ecstasy. You ignite the
souls. A great bounty will descend upon you. I have perfect confidence in you
as a teacher. Your heart is pure, absolutely pure."
My heart absolutely pure! I wept.
Then, for the second time, the Master gave me a picture of Himself.
Three days later I had a note from the Governor of Lahore. In it he said:
"'Abdu'l-Bahá is the Divine Light of today."
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One night I took Marjorie to the Master. She had in her hand an
offering of tulips, grown in her own garden, and these He distributed among His
visitors.
"Juliet's love for you is divine," He said, speaking to Marjorie, "and your
love for each other must become so great that no stab will affect it." Then He
told us that, in reality, our friendship was an "eternal" one.
Marion deKay went with me to Him.
"Your friend, Juliet? Ancient friend?" and He smiled at the child.
"You must become a flame of love." ("Like Juliet," He said. I have to
keep all His sweet words to
me.) "You must become as steadfast as a rock, firm! strong! so that
when the storms break over you, when the thunder roars and the winds rage, you
will not be shaken. You must become a teacher, a speaker."
On the fifteenth of May the Master went away for a few days. As soon as He
returned Lua telephoned me. "The Master says: come up now if you wish. If
not, you have permission to come to Him at any time and to stay as long as you
are able. Only, don't displease your mother. He wants her to be happy, He
says. This is His message, Julie."
19 May 1912
On Sunday, 19 May, He spoke at the Church of the Divine Paternity.[112] This was unbearably beautiful. The church
is Byzantine, making me think of the worship of the early Christians. The
interior is of grey stone.
Oh the look of His that day! Then, more vividly than ever, He shone as
the Good Shepherd, returned at last to His flocks. I wept through the whole
service. At the end of the pew in front of me sat Lua, her eyes fixed on the
master, rapt, adoring, her beauty immeasurably heightened by that recognition,
that adoration.
Soon I caught a glimpse of another rapt face--a man's--my old friend, Mr
Bailey's. Mr Bailey is the last person I could have hoped to see there. A
very old gentleman, he had always seemed to me a hopelessly unconvertible
atheist. At least he would never listen to a word from me about the Cause.
And now, here he sat, and never have I seen a face more touched. His eyes were
wistful, like a child's, shyly reverent and as limpid as though there were
tears in them.
He met me that afternoon at the Master's apartment,
making his entrance with these words: "I have been thinking since
this morning that the way to the attainment of greatness is through
elimination."
"You felt," I ventured, "'Abdu'l-Bahá's simplicity?"
"One would naturally feel,"--huffily--"the simplicity of Niagara."
"And the beauty of His Face?"
"The patriarchal grandeur of His face cannot be denied."
Later, how his eyes hung on that Face while the Master talked with him!
21 May 1912
On 21 May, Mrs Tatum[113] had a
reception for the Master. The people who were there were of the fashionable
world, with a sprinkling of artists and writers. Mrs Sheridan was pouring
tea.
Mrs Tatum's house is beautiful. The impression you get is of space and light.
A white staircase winds up through a very wide hall, from which, on each side,
rooms open--living rooms, dining room, library. All these were soon
crowded.
The first friend I caught sight of was Louis Potter.[114] He
came running up to me, exclaiming: "Oh august Juliet!" and
attached himself at once to Lua and me. Suddenly, there was a stir among the
people, and 'Abdu'l-Bahá was in our midst. He walked over to a yellow
couch which curved along the big half-moon of the bay window and sat down on
it.
I think I must tell you how He looked there. His surroundings were all white
and yellow. Sunlight streamed in. The shadows on His face were transparent;
His profile, against the blue sky through the polished glass of the windowpane,
outlined in light.
"Come, Louis," I said to Louis Potter, "let's go to the Master."
Louis had never seen Him before, but he skipped forward like a buoyant faun,
his head tipped to one side, his hands outstretched.
"Ah-h-h!" he said. It was a little cry from his soul, as though he were just
coming home, and was so glad.
And the Master too said: "Ah-h-h!" His arms wide open, welcoming Louis
home.
Percy Grant arrived. As soon as he appeared, big and imposing, in the room,
the Master rose almost eagerly, smiling and holding out His hand.
"Ah! Dr Grant!" He said.
They stood for what seemed to me minutes, their hands clasped, Percy, with
beautiful deference, bowing his head, a gentle, almost tender look on his face.
One of the Persians translated the Master's greeting to him but spoke so low
that I could not catch the words. Then Percy sat down on the curving window
seat so that he faced the Master.
Soon there was another stir in the room. A small, rather plain middle-aged
woman with the most astonishing eyes--very clear, very violet--stood in the
doorway, almost timidly, and the Master at once sent Dr Faríd
to her to ask her to come and sit by Him. This was Sarah Graham Mulhall.
He spoke a few words to her and she rose and went out, returning after some
time with a tray and a pot of tea and two cups on it. The tray was placed on a
stool between the Master and Miss Mulhall and they drank their tea together.
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(Footnote. 1947. Miss Mulhall's father and brother, who were
physicians, had come to New York from England to study the effects of drugs on
the body and mind. Both died mysteriously. Miss Mulhall's only training had
been in music. She was a very gentle, retiring woman and knew nothing of the
ways of business or organization or medicine, or anything that would have
equipped her for the evidently dangerous work of her father and brother. But
something inside her, against which she fought, urged her to continue it. She
was in the midst of this inward conflict when Mrs Tatum telephoned her and
asked her to come to meet the Master. At first Miss Mulhall declined, saying
that she really couldn't go anywhere, she was too absorbed in her own problems,
she couldn't face a crowd of people. But later she thought: Perhaps
'Abdu'l-Bahá is a Prophet, as Mrs Tatum believes,[115] and He might help me in making my decision.
The Master, when He called her to Him in Mrs Tatum's house, asked if she would
do something for Him. Would she brew some tea for Him with her own
hands and drink it with Him? And while they drank tea and
talked, He Himself brought up her problem.
He told her she must do the work she had in mind; she would rise very
high in it and become "a great Counsellor"; God would always protect her and
all the Celestial Beings of the Supreme Concourse would rally to her
assistance.
She did become a Great Counsellor. After years of wonderful work, Governor
Smith, Al Smith, made her Adviser and First Commissioner of Narcotics for New
York State. One night she herself led a raid against one of the chief centres
of the drug ring--a ring of very rich, prominent men, some of them "pillars" of
St. Patrick's, some "pillars" of St. John's Cathedral. Rounding them up in
their centre, an apartment on Park Avenue, she, with the help of her squad of
police, locked them in; then telephoned to the governor. He took the next
train to New York and upheld Miss Mulhall's determination to bring them all to
trial. Then he went to Cardinal Hayes and Bishop Manning. Cardinal Hayes
said: "These men are the worst type of criminals. I agree with you that they
must be punished." Bishop Manning said: "You can't touch my
parishioners. They are the builders of St. John's Cathedral." He threatened
Miss Mulhall. "If you ruin them, I will destroy your office." Which he did,
ultimately, for of course every one of the men was found guilty and sent to
Fort Leavenworth. After Lehman was elected Governor, the Narcotics Commission
was abolished. But in the meantime Miss Mulhall had done a tremendous work.
Her book, Opium, the Demon Flower, has become world famous.)
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Then I caught sight of little "Fergie". His real name I don't want to
mention because of what I am going to
tell. He is a noted newspaper man who writes visionary books on
economics. Percy Grant calls him "my prophet". His face is pale and pinched
and suffering and he wears a thick chestnut wig. I went up to him and asked:
"Wouldn't you like to meet the Master?" "I think not," he drawled, "I
really have nothing to say to Him."
And now the Master began to speak to the whole roomful of people.
He was very happy, He said, to be with us. "Think of the contrast!" For years
He had been imprisoned in a fortress, His associates criminals. Now He found
Himself in spacious homes, "associating," He said, "with you."
His talk gradually shaped itself to some definite point, which, however, He
kept for the very end. I wondered what could be coming. When it came it was
like a thunderclap.
"Think of it," He said. "Two kings were dethroned in order that I might be
freed. This is naught but pure destiny."
I glanced at Percy Grant and saw that he was deeply stirred. He had been
listening, still with that tender deference, his head slightly tipped to one
side, but at these last startling words of the Master's, in a flash the
placidity of his face broke up, something burned through and his eyes
sparked.
"And now," ended the Master, suddenly rising to His feet, strong and incredibly
majestic, "you here in America must work with Me for the peace of the world and
the oneness of mankind."
And with this He left us, the room seeming strangely empty after He had
gone.
The next morning early Howard MacNutt came to see me, looking so radiant that I
knew he was bringing good news. Then he told me. He had just had breakfast
with
Dr Grant, and the Master was to speak again at the Church of the
Ascension--at the People's Forum this time, the night of 2 June. Bishop Burch
had severely reprimanded Percy for inviting the Master to speak on 14 April and
for seating Him in the Bishop's chair! But an idiotic thing like that would
never stop Percy Grant--only make him more defiant.
He had talked very freely with Mr MacNutt about 'Abdu'l-Bahá and His
address of the day before with its great climax. "As I listened," he said, "I
realized profoundly that this was a historic moment; that before me sat One
Who, imprisoned for the sake of humankind, had been freed by the Power of God
alone, through the dethroning of two kings."
Return to New York
On 22 May the Master left for Boston, returning the twenty-sixth. After
His return He stayed with the Kinneys a day or so (till He moved to His new
house), and then came my test! For two days He never even looked at me. My
heart bled and burned. I could not endure the withdrawal of His nearness. The
third day I went to the new house--309 West Seventy-Eighth Street--and there,
in Lua's arms, I sobbed my heart out.
"I cry," I said, "only because I love Him," (which I fear was not exactly true)
"because I have just realized how terrifically I love Him. This love
burns my heart. It is beyond endurance."
Then He sent for me to come to Him.
__________
With tears rolling down my cheeks I entered His Presence. He was
sitting on a couch writing and did not look up--still didn't look at me!
But at last He said, going straight to the point, piercing to the real cause of
my trouble: "I have not seen you lately, Juliet, because of
the multitude of the affairs. But I have not forgotten My promise to
pose for you. Come on Saturday with your materials and I will sit."
I thanked Him; then falling on my knees, begged Him not to banish me from His
Presence. I could not endure to be separated from Him. I loved, loved
Him.
He rose, stood above me, took my hand and held it a long, long time. I still
knelt at His feet, the hem of His garment pressed to my lips.
Lua joined her sweet voice to mine.
"Julie has had so much trouble this year. She wants to stay close to You now
so that her heart may be healed."
"I want to stay close because I love You!"
He smiled and said something about another love.
"That is gone. Gone," I cried.
At these words of mine which I thought were true, the strangest thing happened.
Always when the Master holds my hand I feel a flow of sparks from His palm to
mine. Now this current of Life was suddenly cut off. Could I have lied to my
Lord, and so, by unconscious self-deception, disconnected myself from the
Fountainhead of pure Truth?
But His answer was merciful, reminding me of past sincerities. "I am pleased
with you, Juliet. You are so truthful. You tell me everything. She said:"
(He turned, laughing, to Lua) "'This is my heart. What can I do with it?'"
I laughed too, through my tears. But soon I began to cry again.
He went back to the couch and sat down and Lua and I followed Him and knelt
together at His feet there.
"Don't cry!" (I wish the whole world could hear the
Master say "don't cry". Tears would soon cease to be.) "Don't
cry! Unhappiness and the love of Bahá'u'lláh cannot exist in
the same heart, for the love of Bahá'u'lláh is happiness."
"I cry for love of you, my Lord. My tears come from my heart. I can't help
it."
"Your eyes and Lua's"--and He laughed again--"are two rivers of tears." "I
love Juliet," He added, "for her truthfulness."
"I told Juliet," said Lua, putting her arms around me, as we still knelt
together side by side, "of Your words to Mrs Kaufman: that these human loves
were like waves of the sea rolling to the shore one behind the other, each wave
receding."
"Balih," (yes) said the Master, "this is true. You will not find
faithfulness in humanity. All humanity is unfaithful. Only God is faithful.
Bahá'u'lláh spent fifty years in prison for the sake of humanity.
There was faithfulness!"
"From this moment," cried Lua, "Juliet and I dedicate our lives to Thee and we
beg to at last die in Thy Path--to drink the cup of martyrdom. Oh, it would be
so good for the Cause if two Americans could do this! Take hold of His coat,
Julie, and beseech."
I touched the hem of His garment.
"Say yes," implored Lua. "Oh Julie, beg Him to say yes."
But in Thonon I had told the Master that I would not ask for that cup again but
would wait till God found me ready for it.
"I accept the dedication of your lives now. The rest will be decided
later."
And it was clear what He meant. How we must amuse Him!
__________
I must go back a little. On Sunday, 26 May, the night of the Master's
return from Boston, He spoke at Mr Ramsdell's (Baptist) church.[116]
My friend, Lawrence White, who lives in Utica, had come to New York to met the
Master, and he, Silvia Gannett, and I went together to the church.
We entered, to see a breathtaking picture: That church suggests an old Jewish
synagogue. Behind the chancel is a sweeping arch from which hangs a dark,
massive curtain in folds straight as organ pipes. The chancel was empty that
night except for the Master, sitting--almost lying--in a semicircular
chair, His head thrown back, His luminous eyes uprolled. The sleeves of His
bronze-coloured 'abá branched out from His shoulders like great spread
wings, hiding His hands, so that I was conscious only of His head and those
terribly alive eyes. There was an awful mystery about that dominance of the
head. It seemed to obliterate the human form and reveal Him as the Face of
God. The curtain behind Him might have concealed the Ark of the Covenant,
which He, THE COVENANT, was guarding.
Later, when He rose to speak, the Manifestation of the Glory was entirely
different. He diffused a softer radiance.
"Look at Him and see the Christ," whispered Lawrence White.
__________
Next, He spoke at the Church of the Open Door. Again the Shepherd.
Again I watched Him through blinding tears.
2 June 1912
On the second of June He spoke for Dr Grant's Forum.[117] And there He was simpler; He manifested less, or
perhaps I should say manifested something different: a sort of brotherhood to
the masses, still retaining His grandeur. And how He addressed Himself
to that meeting and to the heart of Percy Grant!
The subject was: "What can the Orient bring to the Occident?"
That subject in that church!
Lua and I were in a front pew with Valíyu'lláh Khán
and Mírzá Mahmúd. Suddenly I was petrified to see
Mason Remey coming in, through the door of the vestry-room. When he was last
in the Church of the Ascension I was siting beside him, engaged to him, while
Percy thundered at me from the pulpit. The text of the sermon that Sunday was
the same as the text today: "What can the Orient bring to the Occident."
"Nothing but disease and death," said Percy, his eyes on me, "and God
wants us to live; He wants us to live."
But the Speaker this time was the Master. He said: "The Orient brings
to the Occident the Manifestations of God."
Then He defined the Church as that Collective Centre which, attracting
many diverse elements, united them
into one ordered system, adding that the Church was but a reflection
of the real Collective Centre, the Shepherd, Who, whenever His sheep became
scattered, reappeared to unite them. So the Church, established by God's
Manifestation, was the Law of God, and when Christ said to Peter, "On thee will
I build My Church," He meant He would build His Law upon Peter. Upon him
Christ built the Law of God by which all peoples and creeds were afterward
unified.
The Master had said it again to Percy Grant: "Be thou like Peter," for
this was His message sent by me last summer.
When, at the end of the marvellous address, Percy stepped out into the chancel,
it was another man I saw: a man touched by the Hand of God, shaken to the very
roots of his being. As Marjorie said, he looked ill and strangely upset. He
could scarcely articulate.
The questions followed; it is the custom of the Forum to ask questions. In the
centre of the chancel sat the Master, Dr Grant on His right in a choirstall, Dr
Faríd behind Him. How at home the Master looked there! He pushed back
His turban and smiled as He answered, often very wittily. Once He raised one
finger high. I caught my breath then. He was like Jesus in the synagogue
confronting the scribes and Pharisees, except that His audience weren't
Pharisees.
5 June 1912
The Master has begun to pose for me. He had said: "Can you paint Me in
a half hour?"
"A half hour, my Lord?" I stammered, appalled. I can never finish a head in
less than two weeks.
"Well, I will give you three half hours. You mustn't waste My time,
Juliet."
He told me to come to Him Saturday morning, 1 June, at seven-thirty.
I went in a panic. He was waiting for me in the entrance hall, a small space
in the English basement where the light--not much of it--comes from the south.
In fact I found myself faced with every kind of handicap. I always paint
standing, but now I was obliged to sit, jammed so close to the window (because
of the lack of distance between the Master and me) that I couldn't even lean
back. No light. No room. And I had brought a canvas for a life-size head.
The Master was seated in a dark corner, His black 'abá melting into the
background; and again I saw Him as the Face of God, and quailed. How
could I paint the Face of God?
"I want you," He said, "to paint My Servitude to God."
"Oh my Lord," I cried, "only the Holy Spirit could paint Your Servitude
to God. No human hand could do it. Pray for me, or I am lost. I implore You,
inspire me."
"I will pray," He answered, "and as you are doing this only for the sake of
God, you will be inspired."
And then an amazing thing happened. All fear fell away from me and it was as
though Someone Else saw through my eyes, worked through my hand.
All the points, all the planes in that matchless Face were so clear to me that
my hand couldn't put them down quickly enough, couldn't keep pace with the
clarity of my vision. I painted in ecstasy, free as I had never been
before.
At the end of the half hour the foundation of the head was perfect.
On Monday again I went to the Master at seven-thirty. As I got off
the bus at Seventy-Eighth Street and Riverside Drive I saw Him at the centre of
a little group standing beside that strip of park that drops low to the
river--the part we love to call "His garden", a forever hallowed spot to us,
for there we sometimes walk with Him in the evenings, there He takes His daily
exercise, or escapes from the house to rest and pray.
The people who were with Him this morning were Nancy Sholl and Ruth Berkeley,
Mr MacNutt and Mr Mills, and, as I hurried to join them, I saw that the Master
was anointing them from a vial of attar of rose.
Oh the heavenly perfume, the pale, early-morning sunshine and the Master, all
in white glistening in it (no one else takes the sunlight as He does: He is
like a polished mirror to the sun), the ecstatic, intoxicating love with which
He rubbed our foreheads with His strong fingers dripping with that essence of a
hundred roses!
Soon we saw Miss Buckton crossing the street toward us, bringing with her a
tall young man with a remarkable face, very pure and serene, which seemed
somehow familiar to me. The Master abruptly left us and met the two in the
middle of the Drive. Then I saw Him open His arms wide and clasp the young man
to His breast.
We all followed the Master to His house, where the young man was introduced to
me, and then I knew why his face had seemed familiar. He was Walter Hempden.
I had seen him in the theatre. I was in the audience, he on the stage playing
the part of "the Servant" in The Servant in the House: Christ.
And he played it so intensely, with such spiritual fervour, that I prayed with
all my
[Photograph of 'Abdu'l-Bahá in His "garden" on
Riverside Drive in New York, 1912.]
heart, there in the audience, that he might some day meet
the real "Servant!"118
12 June 1912
Yesterday morning I went up early to the Master's house, that house
whose door is open at seven-thirty and kept wide open till midnight.
He had been away and I had not seen Him for three days. I had brought my
pastels, thinking He might sit for me, but I found Him looking utterly spent.
He was in the English basement, Ruth Berkeley and Valíyu'lláh
Khán with Him, lying back against the sofa cushions. But, in
spite of His weariness, He looked up with brilliant eyes.
"What do you want of Us, Juliet?" He smiled.
I had hid my pastels. "Only to be near You."
"You must excuse Me from sitting for you today. I am not able today."
"I knew that, my Lord, as soon as I came in."
Then He talked to Ruth and me. He told us we were as babes nursing at the
Divine Breast. "But babes," He said, "grow daily through the mother's
milk."
I could not help but weep, for His was the Divine Breast.
Soon He went out alone to "the garden", leaving Ruth, Valíyu'lláh
Khán, and me together.
"It is wonderful," Ruth said as He went, "to see how the world is quickened
today in all directions."
"And to know," I said, "that the Voice that is quickening it is the
same tender Voice that spoke to us just now." And I wept again, for something
about the Master that morning had utterly melted me.
Later He came back. The English basement was crowded by then and He talked for
a long while to the people. But this I could see was pure sacrifice. His
vitality seemed gone. At times He could scarcely bring forth the words, yet He
gave and gave. When He had finished He hurriedly left the house and went again
to "His garden".
On the way to the bus I met Him returning alone. He stopped me, put out His
hand and took mine, with indescribable tenderness smiling at me. In the
handclasp, the look, even in the tilt of the head was a Love so poignant as to
give me pain.
"Come tomorrow and paint, Juliet," He said.
He appeared refreshed--better--but remembering His utter depletion of the
morning I couldn't help answering, "If You are well." Then I thought I would
speak in Persian to amuse Him, but instead of saying, "If Your health is good,"
I made a mistake and said, "Agar Shumá
khúb ast," (If You are good.) whereupon I was covered with
confusion. I must have amused Him!
How stupidly we speak to Him! Imagine saying "if" to Him. That was
even worse than my break in Persian.
__________
That night there was a meeting at the Kinneys', one of those deadly
"Board meetings", but the Master came to it.
Striding up and down like a king, He spoke to us. In these meetings, He said,
we should be in connection
with the Supreme Concourse. Between the Supreme Concourse and us
there should be telegraphic communication, one end of the wire in the
breast of each one here and the other in that Concourse on high, so that all we
might say or do would be inspired.
__________
Today (12 June) I went up early to His house, but not early enough.
As I turned into Seventy-Eighth Street from West End Avenue I saw Him a block
away, hastening toward "His garden", His robes floating out as He walked.
Soon He came back to us. Miss Buckton had arrived by that time and a poor
little waif of a girl, a Jewess. She was all in black and her small pale face
was very careworn.
I had been in the kitchen with Lua. When I heard the voice of the Master I
hurried into the hall, and there I saw them sitting at the window, the poor sad
little girl at the Master's right, Alice Buckton at His left. Like a God, He
dominated the scene. Sunlight streamed through the window, His white robes and
turban shining in it, the strong carving of His Face thrown into high relief by
masses of shadow.
The little Jewish girl was crying.
"Don't grieve now, don't grieve," He said. He was very, very still and I think
He was calming her.
"But my brother has been in prison for three years, and it wasn't just
to put him in prison. It wasn't his fault, what he did. He was weak and
other people led him. He has to serve four more years. My father and mother
are always depressed. My brother-in-law has just died, and he was the on who
supported us. Now we haven't even that."
"You must trust in God," said the Master.
"But the more I trust the worse things become!" she sobbed.
"You have never trusted."
"But my mother is all the time reading psalms. She doesn't deserve to have God
abandon her. I read the psalms myself, the ninety-first psalm and the
twenty-third psalm, every night before I go to bed. I pray too."
"To pray is not to read psalms. To pray is to trust in God and to be
submissive in all things to Him. Be submissive; then things will change for
you. Put your parents and your brother in God's hands. Love God's
Will. Strong ships are not conquered by the sea, they ride the waves! Now be
a strong ship, not a battered one."
At noon I took Percy Grant to the Master. The Master had inquired for him and
sent him a message by me, and Percy had responded instantly by himself
suggesting this visit. But the Master was out when we reached the house and
while we were waiting for Him I mentioned a very interesting thing He had said
to Gifford Pinchot:[119] that the people were
rising wave upon wave, like a great tide, and the capitalists, unless they
realized this soon, would be driven out with violence; also, that in the future
the labourer would not work on a wage basis but for an interest in the
concern.
Just then Lua appeared at the door of the room opposite, went to the stairway
and, with her beautiful reverence, leaned across the rail to look down.
"He is coming, Lua?"
"Yes, Julie, He is coming!"
He entered the room with both hands extended and in
a voice like a chime from His heart, said: "Oh-h, Dr Grant! Dr
Grant!"
Then I slipped out.
When I returned at the Master's call, He was signing a photograph for Percy and
writing a prayer on it. "And now," he said, presenting it, "you must give Me
your photograph. I want your face. I have given you Mine. Now you must give
Me yours."
"I will pray for you," He added as He bade Percy goodbye. "I will mention you
daily in My prayers."
The Master detained me for a moment. As I rejoined Percy in the car,
Valíyu'lláh Khán was just going into the house.
"Do you see that handsome, distinguished-looking young man?" I said. "That is
Valíyu'lláh Khán, a descendant of two generations
of martyrs and the brother of one very young martyr. His grandfather,
Sulaymán Khán, was a disciple of the Báb. He was
Governor of Fars and a great prince, but that didn't save him. He suffered the
most ghastly kind of martyrdom and with such ecstasy that he is one of the best
beloved of the Bábí martyrs.
"Just a few years ago Valíyu'lláh's father, Varqá
Khán, and his little brother, [Rúhu'lláh]
Varqá, went on a pilgrimage to 'Akká and had a wonderful visit
with the Master. But on their way home they were both arrested and thrown into
prison. Then one day some brutal men came into their cell, one with an axe.
Varqá Khán was hacked into pieces alive, and the poor
little boy forced to look on at that butchery. When it was over, one of the
executioners turned to the child. I think I will tell the rest in
Valíyu'lláh Khán's own language, just as he told it
to me.
"'The man said to my brother: "If you will deny
Bahá'u'lláh, we will take you to the court of the
Sháh and honours and riches will be heaped upon you." But my
brother answered: "I do not want such things." Then the man said to him: "If
you refuse to deny, we will kill you worse than your father." "You may
kill me a thousand times worse," my brother said. "Is my life of more value
than my father's? To die for Bahá'u'lláh is my supreme desire."
'This so angered the executioners that they fell upon Varqá and choked
him to death.' Varqá was only twelve years old.
"A day or two ago," I went on, "Valíyu'lláh Khán
asked me, 'How is the Master's portrait progressing?' and he added that, in a
portrait, he thought 'one must paint the soul.' 'But who can paint the
soul of 'Abdu'l-Bahá I asked. And I wish you could have seen the fire
in his eyes as he drew himself up and said: 'We can paint it with our
blood!'"
13 June 1912
The next day, 13 June, as usual I went very early to the Master's
house--so early that no one was there--I mean, no visitors. Some of the
Persians of course were with Him: Valíy'u'lláh
Khán, Ahmad and Mírzá 'Alí-Akbar. I found
them in the lower hall, the English basement. The Master was sitting in the
big chair by the window. He called me to a seat opposite, then began to speak,
smiling.
"Juliet is absolutely truthful. For this I love her very much. She conceals
nothing from me."
"It would be useless, my Lord," I said, "to try to conceal anything from You.
I could hide nothing."
"That is true," said the Master, raising one hand. "Nothing; nothing."
Soon He rose. "Stay here," He told me, and went out with Ahmad.
By the time He returned a crowd had gathered. He gave a few private interviews
upstairs, then came down and, sitting by the window, talked to all the people.
I think the strongest image in my mind is and will always be the holy figure of
the Master sitting in the rays of the sun at that window.
The meeting over, a few of us went upstairs to say a healing prayer for Mrs
Hinkle-Smith, but just before Lua began to chant, the Master looked in at the
door and called: "Juliet," and I happily deserted Mrs Hinkle-Smith.
"Bring your things in here and paint," He said, pointing to the library.
Oh, these sittings: so wonderful, yet so humanly difficult! We move from room
to room, from one kind of light to another. The Master has given me three half
hours, each time in a different room, and each time people come in and watch
me. But the miraculous thing is that nothing makes any difference. The minute
I begin to work the same rapture takes possession of me. Someone Else looks
through my eyes and sees clearly; Someone Else works through my hand with a
sort of furious precision.
On this thirteenth of June, after Lua had chanted the prayer for Mrs
Hinkle-Smith, she and May came into the library, crossed over to where I was
sitting and stood behind me.
The Master looked up and smiled at May. "You have a kind heart, Mrs Maxwell."
Then He turned to Lua. "You, Lua, have a tender heart. And what kind of
heart
have you, Juliet?" He laughed. "What kind of a heart have you?"
"Oh, what kind of heart have I? You know, my Lord. I don't know."
"An emotional heart." He laughed again and rolled His hands one round the
other in a sort of tempestuous gesture. "You will have a boiling heart,
Juliet. Now," He continued, "if these three hearts were united into one
heart--kind, tender and emotional--what a great heart that would be!"
14 June 1912
The next morning, Thursday, though I went unusually early to the Master,
He had already left the house. But Lua, Valíyu'lláh
Khán, and I had a wonderful morning. Valíyu'lláh
told us so many things.
"My father," he said, "spent much time with the Blessed Beauty. The Blessed
Beauty Himself taught him.
"One time when my father was in His room, Bahá'u'lláh rose and
strode back and forth till the very walls seemed to shake. And He told my
father that once in an age the Mighty God sent a Soul to earth endowed with the
power of the Great Ether, and that such a Soul had all power and was able to do
anything. 'Even this walk of Mine' said Bahá'u'lláh, 'has an
effect in the world.'
"Then He said that His Holiness Jesus Christ had also come with the power of
the Great Ether, but the haughty priesthood of His day thought of Him as a
poor, unlettered youth and believed that if they should crucify Him, His
Teachings would soon be forgotten. Therefore they did crucify Him. But
because His Holiness Jesus possessed the power of the Great Ether, He could not
remain
underground. This ethereal power rose and conquered the whole earth.
'And now,' the Blessed Beauty said, 'look to the Master, for this same Power is
His.'
"Bahá'u'lláh," added Valíyu'lláh
Khán, "taught my father much about Áqá.
Áqá (the Master, you know) is one of the titles of
'Abdu'l-Bahá and the Greatest Branch is another, and the Greatest
Mystery of God another. By all these we call Him in Persian. The Blessed
Perfection, Bahá'u'lláh, revealed the Station of
'Abdu'l-Bahá to my father. And my father wrote many poems to the
Master, though the Master would scold him and say: 'You must not write such
things to Me.' But the heart of my father could not keep quiet. This is one
poem he wrote:
__________
'O Dawning-Point of the Beauty of God,
I know Thee!
Though Thou shroudest Thyself in a thousand veils,
I know Thee!
Though Thou shouldst assume the tatters of a beggar, still would
I know Thee!'
__________
In the late afternoon I returned with my mother. The Master received
us in His own room, which was full of roses and lilies and carnations.
"Ah-h! Mrs Thompson. Marhabá! Marhabá!" (Welcome!
Welcome!)
The intonation of that "Marhabá" can never be described. It is a
welcome from a heart which is a channel for God's heart.
He was very playful with Mamma. "Are you pleased
with Juliet? Pleased now, Mrs Thompson? The next time you
have to complain of her, come and complain to Me and I will beat her!"
15 June 1912
On Friday, 15 June, I was with the Master alone for a while, and I
brought up the name of Percy Grant. "He didn't understand You the other day,
my Lord. He thinks that You teach asceticism, that the spirit and the flesh
are two separate things."
"That is not what I said," the Master replied. "I said that the spiritual man
and the materialist were two different beings. The spirit is in
the flesh."
5 July 1912
The Beloved Master's portrait is finished. He sat for me six times, but
I really did it in the three half hours He had promised me; for the sixth time,
when He posed in His own room on the top floor, I didn't put on a single
stroke. I was looking at the portrait wondering what I could find to do, when
He suddenly rose from his chair and said: "It is finished." The fifth time He
sat, Miss Souley-Campbell came in with a drawing she had done from a photograph
to ask if He would sign it for her and if she might add a few touches from
life. This meant that He had to change His pose, so of course I couldn't paint
that day. And the fourth time (the nineteenth of June)--who could have
painted then?
I had just begun to work, Lua in the room sitting on a couch nearby,
when the Master smiled at me; then turning to Lua said in Persian: "This makes
me sleepy. What shall I do?"
[Photograph: Portrait of 'Abdu'l-Bahá painted by
Juliet Thompson, 1912.]
"Tell the Master, Lua, that if He would like to take a nap,
I can work while He sleeps."
But I found that I could not. What I saw then was too sacred, too formidable.
He sat still as a statue, His eyes closed, infinite peace on that chiselled
face, a God-like calm and grandeur in His erect head.
Suddenly, with a great flash like lightning He opened His eyes and the room
seemed to rock like a ship in a storm with the Power released. The Master was
blazing. "The veils of glory", "the thousand veils", had shrivelled
away in that Flame and we were exposed to the Glory itself.
Lua and I sat shaking and sobbing.
Then He spoke to Lua. I caught the words, "Munádíy-i 'Ahd."
(Herald of the Covenant.
Lua started forward, her hand to her breast.
"Man?" (I?) she exclaimed.
"Call one of the Persians. You must understand this."
Never shall I forget that moment, the flashing eyes of 'Abdu'l-Bahá the
reverberations of His Voice, the Power that still rocked the room. God of
lightning and thunder! I thought.
"I appoint you, Lua, the Herald of the Covenant. And I AM THE COVENANT,
appointed by Bahá'u'lláh. And no one can refute His Word. This
is the Testament of Bahá'u'lláh. You will find it in the Holy
Book of Aqdas. Go forth and proclaim, 'This is THE COVENANT OF GOD in
your midst.'"
A great joy had lifted Lua up. Her eyes were full of light. She looked like a
winged angel. "Oh recreate me," she cried, "